Sorry…had a beer, been working all week and am overtired.
Another friend engaged. I is alone. So it goes.
I feel flawed, know it’s not true. But y’know. It sucks. So here I am looking for a boost.
She: a well put together business owner who is athletic, artistic, etc. Provides.
He: Unemployed and stays at home. Attempting (and not succeeding) to be a musician/rockstar
My usual tirade I know is pointless: I as a responsible caregiving educated fit male who is independent and fully employed and likes to do fun things…means nothing in all of this. It’s all dumb luck and happenstance. Awesome.
Still somehow for me to be single for so long…I feel flawed. Like maybe I have the dude equivalent of resting B-face.
Anyways: be sad for awhile, suck it up…go to work, work out, feel better until it starts all over again.
Man life sucks sometimes. But whatever, keep working through the pain.
If i didn’t have an outlet to share…i don’t know what I’d do.