I guess I am going to be alone. I live my life in the shadows. I drive to work, I sit at my desk, I drive home. Eat, sleep, shower, eat sleep shower. Day in, day out. I have nothing. I am alone and it sucks. I have no friends, I cannot remember what it is like to have a girlfriend, I have a dog though. I am not skinny. I am not out of an Abercrombie ad. I do not like hip-hop. I don’t go to clubs, I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs. Perhaps I am an outcast and I don’t know it. I don’t know what women are looking for. I try to be someone that they could date, but I am only me. I want a date, I want a girlfriend. I know that the poor pathetic me thing is not very popular, but this is a rant, no matter how obscure it may be. I guess I will go to sleep now and get up in the morning to go to work and drive home. Eat, sleep, shower, repeat.
You should do yoga. I’m not joking, join a class, meet some people.
Be social. Do something, like join a team or a club or something.
LiquidChaos - dam man.
Don’t let your work get you down … i am sitting here with a bunch of gits, none of them know their arse from their feet. Fuck em.
I can not say i have a lot of friends either but then again i am pretty hard to tolerate 
I make most of my friends online these days … i was never one for bars or clubs … dickheads wnating to fight n stuff - so i meet people on here (not TSD) say yahoo or what not - see what they are about then hook up n stuff.
My life style does not appeal to everyone, but i get more pussy then most people i know and always have something on the go.
Just a thought anyway… let us know how ya go.
You’ll have to excuse the post. I wrote that at near 4am, very tired and very cold. I guess it is all the christmas stuff, no one feels more alone than at the holidays. I am thankful for your responses, just knowing there is one person out there that gives a shit does make me feel better. Now if I could just get laid ha ha. Anyways, back to the grind here at the wonderful world of title work. Thanks agian.
Well then, you can cut out the showering.
Seriously, though–I totally understand where you’re coming from. But beware of desperation, especially when it comes to romance.
Trust me–there are worse things than not gettin’ any. I finally dumped my gf of 4 months because it was pointless and she was annoying as hell…and went straight back to “shower, work, eat, sleep.” To be honest, it was a relief.
sometimes I see people in public kissing and holding hands and all that and I want nothing more that to be that person, to have someone there with me to share my life with. Then when I come home from work and I can eat what I want, watch what TV ahow I want, go anywhere I want and all that jazz, it feels good to be living my own life, without the need to justify or explain any of my actions to anyone. Wow, that was a pretty long run-on sentence.
Perhaps it’s your “poor me” attitude or just your bad attitude.
perhaps
Ye gods, man there’s an entire usenet full of porn, with variety just this side of infinite! How could anyone get bored with such a resource available!?!?
FWIW, I’ve been feeling much the same. Possibly something to do with just hitting 30, or maybe it’s something to do with the season. Either way, cheer up…it’s just a slump, you’ll get over it.
Cheap shot, Homebrew.
LiquidChaos, I’m sorry you’re feeling so down. It’s true, there are advantages and disadvantages to being single. Be strong, and good luck.
Is that right, cuauhtemoc? One shouldn’t be anti-social and then complain about nobody liking you.
Homebrew, I did not mean to say those things as if I ment them, personally, I dont dislike anyone for what they are, I was just trying to prove a point.
I think LiquidChaos is my identical twin, separated at birth.
And i am their sister.
Yeha but chicks can get some alot easier then guys without paying fort it…so you do not count.
Wow!
That was kinda harsh donchathink?
I thought this was “the” place where you could piss n moan, and cry in your beer, and throw your own pity party.
You dont have to agree, and you dont have to kiss ass…
But, you dont have to kick a person when their down either.
My mom always said “If you cant say something nice, dont say anything at all.”
I hope when/if you get low and feel lonely, that no one kicks you.
Good talking wth you too, trader.
“I’d like to know you, but in this town I can’t get arrested” Neil Finn
it has been yes.
It gets better though because I am leaving Indiana, Hurray!!