There was a stretch of time about 20-years ago in my life when I was having many wonderful and exciting dreams, and some were even of the full-blown lucid variety.
During that time and because of all those amazing dreams, I couldn’t help but feel really connected to the Universe; like all is well and that the little ship that was my life was doing a good job of navigating through this strange world and that eventually I’d make it into a place where everything would be beautiful and mystical, like a gorgeous Halloween night that never ends.
But that was then and this is now.
I’m not sure what happened that caused this curse to happen back then. I do know that I took a ride on my KLR 650 up to Lake Tahoe and parked the bike, walked into a casino (spending no money), and while soon walking back out, smiled at this lone, attractive, young gal sitting there in this long hallway at what might have been a coat desk.
To my smile and hello, she just gave me a dirty look and didn’t reply back in kind.:eek: I know it may sound stupid, but, for all these years whenever thinking about why my dreaming has run dry, I find myself thinking about that little incident, like “maybe” something cosmically went awry … and it resulted with me and the Universe splintering apart, with me now having to walk around morning, noon and night sad and depressed at the core of my being. (There are in fact times when I do feel happy, though just not so much at the core, if you know what I mean.:()
My question is this: Is there ANY easily available drug, herb, drink, or some other remedy to SOMEHOW kick start my brain into returning to the old days when times were happy and light due to amazing dreaming?
I might add that I walked into a vitamin store some months back complaining to the lady running the place about my lack of dreaming … and a gal in there overhearing me suggested that I smoke some pot. (She quickly and somewhat nervously laughed and said she was “just joking.” Sure.:rolleyes:)
But in my pot-smoking days, long preceding the time period in question, I don’t recall smoking it being of any use in terms of having dreams.
One thing out there that I’ve heard about for a long time is DMT. Only problem there (besides it not being legal) is that I have no clue as to how to go about procuring some. (My thinking is that THAT stuff might unblock my pituitary gland, should that be what’s ailing me.) Also, some of the stuff I’ve heard about DMT makes me wonder if I really want to have "an LSD hydrogen bomb’ going off in my head for a half an hour, as I’m by no means the bravest person on the planet!:o
Anyway, forgive me for rambling on so much. Any thoughts or insights you might have about my situation is very much appreciated!! I’m at 60-years young and I’d certainly like to not have to transition into the next world in this frame of mind if I don’t have to.