Kaotic Newtral: It will get better. Though I knew it would two years ago, I couldn’t imagine how or when. Two years later, it’s just the odd set back for me. Most of the time I’m not nearly the maudlin bastard I appear in the OP. Feel free to write me an email if you want to whine in private or just need a good solid kick in the ass from somebody who’s been there and done that. Aside of that, take all the time you need to be better. Only remember to try to be a little bit better every day. My $0.02. Keep the change. 
Canadiangirl: Always nice to hear from you. A fellow Canuck no less.
Yeah, my current squeez is very appreciative. Unfortunately things are cooling off. It’s not meant to be. Perhaps I rushed into things because of a desire to not be alone. She’s wonderful to me but ultimately we’re not meant for one another in the long term. We’ve both been honest about it and know where things are headed in the not too distant future.
Anastasaeon: Definitely one of my favourite posters. Always a treat to find you in my thread. “Head full of sand” describes it perfectly. Boy does it ever. We (along with some others) should toast our intestinal fortitude. I make a mean virtual lemon vodka martini. 
