What I’ve found particularly wearisome is the dawning realization that shit, we liberals now also have to be the conservatives.
I don’t mean that we old moderate-liberal fogeys are getting Overton-windowed by a resurgent radical left (I wish, kinda) into a position that looks centrist or even conservative by comparison. I mean that there is nobody on the right that we can count on for the traditional support of status quo, prudence and caution, realistic common sense, “if it ain’t broke don’t fix it” mindset that conservatives not so long ago used to pride themselves on.
The people espousing the traditionally liberal causes of expanded human rights, environmental protection, environmental justice, and so forth? Us liberals. The people espousing the traditionally conservative causes of defending traditional governmental norms, established protocols, science-based pragmatism, and the basic principles of democracy? Also us liberals, because nobody else will.
The people pursuing economic justice and a more fair distribution of wealth and opportunity to help make easier routes to prosperity for the disadvantaged? Us liberals, as usual. The people rationally rejecting economic recklessness and political theater like budget-busting tax cuts and threats to default on the debt? Also us liberals, because we’re the only sane ones left.
The self-professed “conservatives” and “libertarians” have gone full-on rabid howler monkey and lost all serious ambitions for practical constructive governance. They’re deep down the rabbit hole of conspiracy theories and all other kinds of anti-factual and anti-science woo. Right now when we have so many serious global problems that need hard-working intelligent grownups to address them, half of the citizenry has completely abdicated its responsibilities in order to go on a gleefully self-indulgent rampage of destruction, like a toddler who serendipitously found a hammer while the babysitter was on the toilet.
I have always said, and my voting history corroborates, that I don’t mind collaborating in citizenship with ethical, reasonable, tolerant conservatives whose top priorities happen to be somewhat different from my own. But I deeply resent being forced to be an ethical, reasonable, tolerant conservative as well as an ethical, reasonable, tolerant liberal, and be the de facto guardian of their principles and priorities as well as my own, because those lazy selfish motherfuckers can’t get their shit together to handle their responsibilities like adults. (Christ, listen to me, I even sound like a stereotypical old-school conservative.)
No way am I giving up on the job, and I’m not even giving up on outrage altogether, though I’m cutting back on it somewhat. But overall, my outrage is rapidly solidifying into dense and weighty grudge. I’m not soon going to forget how those self-righteous peckerheads left me and my fellow liberals to do their work as well as our own, while they indulged in their delusional violence-promoting circlejerks about the imaginary horrors of gay woke immigrant Chinese atheist microchip abortion white replacement.
The stupid bastards OWE me for this. They owe us all, for making the work of fighting ignorance so much harder while they abandoned all pretense to be contributing anything to it themselves.