I’m interested in how people are doing today… mentally, emotionally… what, so far, do you feel has been the impact of the election results on your state of mind in the very short term (for good or ill)? I’m not asking for the kind of stuff that would normally go in one of the many threads devoted to the election’s content, political impact, etc., but more how are you feeling about it?
I left my neighbor’s house where we were watching the returns around midnight when it was not looking good for us Democrats. I went to bed and then woke up about 4 am and looked at my kindle. When I saw the fact of it, right there on the front page of the Washington Post, I almost threw up. Couldn’t fall back to sleep. Read a little on this board, and then finally managed to doze off.
Now, in the aftermath, looking back over this interminably long campaign with its thrills, chills, and spills, the scenes, the talk-talk-talk, and my all but living on this board…today I have no interest in reading any news at all. I don’t get regular TV any more anyway, so I got all of my campaign coverage from here, and from online publications and sites. But today: I’m exhausted, suffering from battle fatigue, worn out. No fight left, and precious little caring. That’s today. May change. But I put on classical music in the background at home and just don’t want to hear one more word of punditry, analysis, speculation, looking backwards or anything like that. Today.
I had a class this morning that I cut. Couldn’t make myself get dressed and go. Meeting a friend later for lunch at our favorite comfort spot.
The feeling I have reminds me of the years I worked for the Red Cross. You went to bed at night knowing that a hurricane was headed for the coast-- some coast, any coast. You didn’t know how bad it would be, or if at the last minute, it might change course. You went to bed not knowing if you would sleep in the next morning or get up and go to work for the next few days without a break.
Then you woke up, looked at the news, and you knew. Or else a phone call from work woke you up. You got dressed, put some coffee in a to-go cup, and drove under overcast skies to the Chapter office, not knowing exactly what you were going to find or where you would wind up. I remember that feeling so well, the grimness of it, the uncertainty. And today it feels like this to me.
What’s your day like so far?