Here’s my question:
Is it possible to buy prescription drugs online without a prescription, without getting ripped off? Are those sites that say they’ll sell you whatever drug you’re looking for all scams?
I don’t have a regular doctor these days. Haven’t had one in years.
Right now, pretty much every day is a panic attack for me. Not 'cause I’m having some kind of cognitive/emotional problem, but because of external circumstances.
Stepmother (most of my life – might as well be my mother) is terminal from brain cancer. Has severe dementia and is physically quite weak. Elderly father won’t accept this, and is showing signs of the beginnings of senile dementia himself. Father, who is in total denial, and various siblings disagree on whether to keep her home, with home care they can’t afford, or get her into hospice care.
I have my own financial and professional (and marital) problems. My wife does not get along with my family (not without reason), but right now my family needs a lot of my time. So does my wife. She’s got health problems too.
I’m caught in the middle of all this.
I just need to be able to calm down, not panic, and get through what I’ve got to get through. Not every day is a horrible panic attack, but some are. On those days when I’m going over to see dad and stepmom, but I feel like I just can’t face it, and go into a state of total frozen fear, I need to just get over it fast and do my duty. Just like someone with a phobia of flying absolutely has to get on a plane once in a while.
This will be over soon enough. Realistically, she isn’t going to live more than a few months. Of course, then I’ll be taking care of my father. . . but that I can handle. I think.
So. I want a bottle of valium. I had a prescription for this years ago (must be 15 years ago by now), during a difficult time. It did what it was supposed to – calmed me down so I could handle what needed to be handled.
But I don’t have a regular doctor. I don’t even want to see a doctor (I have perfectly good health insurance, by the way). There’s nothing wrong with me.
So, if I look online, there are lots of websites that claim that they’ll sell me valium, or the generic equivalent. But if I buy it there, I’m afraid that they’ll charge my credit card and I’ll never heard from them. Or that they’ll charge my credit card to the max – just outright rip me off. Or that they’ll send me sugar pills.
Does anyone know anything about this?