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Actually, I was raised Catholic and became a Born Again Christian during my freshman year of college. I went on to lead a number of bible studies over the course of the next 9 years. When I finally had an opportunity to question my beliefs (I moved to take a new job and for the first time in almost a decade I wasn’t surrounded by other Christians reinforcing the belief system and warning me against “dangerous” questioning thoughts) I didn’t want to abandon spirituality. I looked into a number of belief systems (theistic and nontheistic) before I decided that the best philosophy of life may be to simply grow continuously in knowledge and character, to guard against intellectual stagnation and to learn from every experience. So your assessment of my position and the events that lead me there are not accurate in the least. You can get the full details here and here.
I’m well aware that most people try to do good things most of the time. I wonder if many of the religious faithful are afraid that they would not be as good without either the threat of hell or the rewards of heaven to spur them on? There were times that I believed that sort of thing; it’s hard not to when it’s drilled into you by hundreds of sermons and books and biblical passages that you are inherently sinful and wicked and would continuously do evil if it were not for the restraining hand of God.
Can we be good without God? Absolutely, and in some cases we can be better without God. Sometimes religous people do bad things with the intention of doing what, to them, seems good. How many of them sincerely believe they are doing good? I have to believe they are sincere and do believe they are serving the greatest good. Are they?
My Aunt is a devout Catholic. When she was a teenager, she got pregnant, had an abortion, and confessed all of this to her priest. He prescribed a penance that was very difficult to see through to the end, and indeed she never was able to complete it. For over 30 years my Aunt was convinced that she would die a reprobate because she couldn’t complete her penance. Finally I was able to convince her that she was forgiven the moment she confessed and that her penance was not necessary anymore, and she finally was released from her guilt. Did the priest believe he was helping save my Aunt’s soul? I have no doubt that was his intention. A fully religious concern. Instead he pushed her into a depressing spiral of guilt that saw her attempt suicide twice until lil’ ol reprobate atheist me came along to pull her out of that using simple compassion.
I generally don’t get upset about religious people following their beliefs until their desire to spread the word starts infringing on my rights and the rights of others. I especially am incensed that religious groups in America and Europe keep trying to undermine scientific education concerning evolution so they can preach their creation myths. Keep your myths away from the science classroom! Teach about creation mythology in a religious studies or social studies class or something. Still, I don’t see creationists as having evil intentions even if the actions they take are, in my opinion, damaging. They believe they are providing a blessing to children. Such well-intentioned people would possibly be better people without their religious faith. Good people are good people no matter what their belief system. But bad ideas executed with good intentions are still damaging.
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I really liked your honest, heart-felt post. Your journey was not so different than mine. I was raised in fundamental, evangelical protestant churches. Forced to go because it was good for me. I too witnessed, teached Bible classes, and on some occasions delivered a sermon. During all this time I questioned the authenticity of the Bible, but was afraid, very afraid of going to hell, so didn’t make many waves.
There did finally come a time when I refused to go to church any more. But the big break came in college, I majored in psychology, with minors in religion and philosophy. In one religion class I was forced to actually read the Bible from cover to cover. I can still remember how angry I became to find all the contradictions and moreover the things never taught or that were taught wrongly.
I didn’t finish college because I was offered a business to run, and I was becoming very disillusioned with psychology. Seemed to me psychology just taught things that were mostly common knowledge using big words as obfuscation.
I did and still do love to read, so I read and read. Archology I like, but mostly I read in religion, philosophy, psychology, psychiatry, social studies and other books that had to do with the human condition. I also read many science books, I was not impressed with Carl Sagan I will have to admit.
I was agnostic, reading my books, running my business, until the bust of '80. My business nosedived along with my health, and I had a heart attack. The doc wanted to operate giving about six months to live. I declined the operation, and started reading about getting healthy. Deepak Chopra became my hero. Soon after that I had a near death experience. Totally, and completely changed my life forever, been studying NDEs, and related spiritual material for over 20 years.
What I have learned I am sure you will learn also. It took time, a lot of it, to look upon religion and science for what they really are. Man’s attempts to understand his world. Nothing more. One is no more perfect than the other.
So now I try to help people live more joyful lives, in a self-help way.
If you wish to communicate more I doubt this board is the place. But maybe a new thread might be tolerance here.
Love