Okay. Something really, really odd happened to me this morning while having sex with my husband. Everything was going fine, feeling good… he was on top, when suddenly, it felt like he hit… something. A speed bump! I have no idea. It was not my uterus. It felt more like he entered at a bad angle of something, and hit the inner wall about two inches in a touch too roughly. Now, you know, this is something that can and does happen on occasion, a little, minor pain during sex is usually expected (I don’t mean sharp, shooting pains, I mean the minor bumps, shoves, chafing, or “oops slipped out and bumped into your thigh while pushing too hard” moments that you laugh off or just ignore and continue). Anyway, this bump felt like any other minor sexual accident I’ve had in my life, with my husband or with past boyfriends. But one thing made this one stand out.
I began to sob uncontrollably.
I mean, I could not help it. It was instant, just great, gulping sobs. Talk about a mood killer! My husband freaked out, thought he had hurt me terribly, apologised profusely, and, like me, was greatly confused. It took me several moments to calm down and be able to tell my husband that it didn’t hurt, I wasn’t in pain. He was still dubious. After I was able to get the tears and the gasping sobs under control, I just began to laugh. That wasn’t triggered, that was how I wanted to react from the beginning. I tried so hard to explain to my husband that he must have hit some kind of nerve. Poor guy. I know that must have spooked him a bit. It was all intensely bizarre.
Anyway, I’m otherwise healthy, just had my yearly checkup down there and there was nothing wrong, and of course, I checked myself to make sure, and nothing feels wrong, either. You know, no weird bumps. So I’m sure he just entered at a bad angle and hit the side wall. I’m in no physical pain at all, and even while I was crying, there was no pain. Emotional health is at an all time high - I’m not stressed out about anything right now, my family is healthy and happy, I’m not without anything, I’m not depressed right now (I am bi-polar, though, but I’ve been excellent for a while now), I’ve never felt “dirty” about sex or my body (I am a tiny bit uncomfortable with my body shape right now, but it’s not a huge deal and is being worked on). I don’t cry very often, but I don’t feel the need to, so it’s not being bottled up inside. I do cry on occasion, if the circumstance elicits such a reaction. Sex is not usually one of those circumstances. (And before anyone says it, no, it’s not because he’s just that bad of a lover! 
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What gets to me is how I lost complete control over everything. My face contorted into that awful sob-face, my mouth opened up and I just bawled, even making that bawling sound: “BWA WAHA HAAAAAAAAAAAH!” All I could do was cover my face with my hands. My whole body got into it, and shook with huge, sobbing spasms. I was crying as if the world was ending. Unbelievable.
Has anything really weird like this happened to anyone else during sex? Does anyone know the cause? This is the first time this has ever happened to me in my nine years of active sex life. What the hell happened??
