[QUOTE=threemae]
Have some fucking confidence in yourself already!
All you ever post about is how much your life sucks and all of the other people that are responsible and your family and your teachers and on and on, but why don’t you stop whining about all of these issues and do something about them?
You’re literally within a breath of graduating with a science BA that will open tons of jobs that you say you’d like to do yet you aren’t even sure if you’re graduating?! Not because you can’t hack it and you’re failing out of school, but for ten other unimportant reasons.
And work? Guess what, the whole idea of MD/PhD’s or MD’s doing basic science research is silly (to me at least) and both you and your PI are now discovering that. Principal investigators leave, and given the peanuts that UCHSC is paying its investigators these days, I can’t say I blame your investigator. He isn’t fucking you over. Fucking you over would be keeping mum about his grant status until December 20th when he declares, “Merry Christmas everyone, and don’t come back, we’re all out of grants and I’m sick of science!”
You’ve known for a long time, that like many other labs on that campus, the lights are about to go dark and a “for sale” sign is about to go up around the Beckmann-Coulter. Now, you have two interviews, one of them seems to exactly match your own personal strengths, and you’re posting to the SDMB about whether you should interview or not?
You might as well be sitting on the deck of the Titanic asking the Dope if you should step onto the lifeboat being lowered into the ocean in two minutes or not as the ship begins to list.
I’ve never really believed that there were people with an actual fear of success until I’ve read your posts.
Again, I’m sorry if that was mean, but a capable and intelligent person such as yourself shouldn’t be worried about her job security in this manner.
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I appreciate your post threemae!
I thought I was the only person on campus that saw problems with the UCHSC. (For those of you not in our area: the UCHSC is the research branch/medical school of a state university. This campus is being built on top of an old military base. So far:we have had elevated levels of copper and lead in the drinking water. Different departments wanting their own buildings rather than sharing space as originally planed. School of Pharmacy, I’m looking at you. A campus development commitee being formed two years after labs started moving in. Also, the funding trouble threemae mentioned.)
You’re right, I am afraid of success. I’m embarassed of my “scenic route” education and my Jerry Springer/Tennessee Williams background. Academic and industrial biomedical research is full of bright fresh-faced people. Compared to them, I feel like second-hand goods.