Idle Thoughts, I’m sorry you’re going through this. I have panic disorder and it stinks with a capital suck.
You don’t mention how often you’re supposed to take this. Is it as-needed, or a regular thing?
No experience with Restoril/temazepam, though plenty with a few of the other benzos. Given the short half-life it seems on a par with Xanax/alprazolam and Ativan/lorazepam. Ideally these drugs are prescribed for as-needed basis only (in other words, only when you feel an attack coming on).
The longer-acting meds in this class (e.g. Valium/diazepam, Klonopin/clonazepam) are usually the ones given for daily/maintenance, since they’re not fast-acting and so aren’t much good in an emergency, and they stay in your system longer so they’re better for longer-term usage. Although even those should only be prescribed for about two months, maximum. And I wish I had a doctor who’d known or cared about that.
And benzos are absolutely addictive, regardless of whether you take other meds. They’re considered the among the hardest prescription drugs to withdraw from because they are so bloody addictive, both psychologically and physiologically.
That’s not saying you shouldn’t take them. If you need them and your doctor is responsible and is good about monitoring your usage, yes, take them. But do your best to use as few as possible (I know, I know that’s easier said than done). You don’t want to take them long enough to develop tolerance, which means you’ll be at the point where your current dose isn’t high enough to have its usual effect on you, and your body starts to go through withdrawal even though you haven’t lowered your dosage.
Oh and may I make a small suggestion? If your doctor’s doing regular blood tests, you might want to ask her/him to check your vitamin B12 and D levels. Apparently just about everyone is too low on D these days, and that can cause depression/anxiety. And B12 deficiency is notorious for causing panic attacks among umpteen other symptoms.
Sorry, I’m a bore with my B12 speeches + panic attack issues, but a severe deficiency is likely what caused my problems eight years ago, sigh. Best of luck to you!