ME!
there, flame me all you want, I don’t care.
A week ago I quetly proclaimed my departure from this cyberworld. Now I’m doing what I most hated “I’m leaving forever now, blah, blah, blah, whine, whine, whine”…week later they’re back, or back as an alias. Screw it, I can’t stay away, I’m too wrapped up in this little community, I might be an outsider, but dammit, I enjoy following the personalities and story lines which occur.
Way too much time was invested to go away.
here’s my story…
Came to work, pissed off, tons of work to do. Had posted a series questioning statements, and even some attacks, just to get a rise…nothing. I had been pretty vanilla till then, so I decided there were ways of getting some reaction, you could be a dumbass, you could be a logic buster, a flamer, or you could have your personality come through your words, making you a attractive individual with whom to interract. I decided I was none of the above, so I’d try to be an asshole, just out of boredom. Din’t work, I was sick of talking to myself, wasting work hours, so it was time to go away, spend my time working, instead of talking to myself.
Because of my attachment, I just didn’t want to dissapear, I wanted some statement of my departure.
Plan worked till today, just had to start looking in…now I see too many idiocies I have to comment about, i’ve had too many frustrations, which I enjoy screaming to the world about.
I’m going to be a man and come back as myself, flame all you want, ignore me, I don’t care…I’m just going to enjoy my time here again.
So now I’m back,