Suicidal Blues

Feelin’ so low down, yeah, feelin’ close to death.
Feelin’ awful bad, Lord, feelin’ close to death.
These blues they got me somethin’ fierce.
I’m close to drawin’ my last breath.


your buddy,
Tennessee “Depression” DuPree

I hope this is just a song, and not what you are really feeling. If the latter, start calling your friends, IM your friends, whatever, talk to someone NOW!

I am sure someone who knows you will be along in just a few minutes, so DON’T GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING!

That is a direct order from someone you don’t know, but take it anyway. I will be watching you, so don’t try anything funny.

Fade to Black (Metallica)
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can’t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He’s gone

No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can’t think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye
Also add most songs by Sentenced to the list.

Razors pain you;

Rivers are damp;

Acids stain you;

And drugs cause cramp.

Guns aren’t lawful;

Nooses give;

Gas smells awful;

You might as well live.
~From the very dead Dorothy Parker

I love Dorothy Parker.

Thanks, Lola…I’ve always loved Ms. parker…and that poem.

I done tried to kill myself with whiskey, kill myself with dope.
I didn’t have no loaded gun, didn’t have no rope.
I laid down on the train tracks, but that train ain’t come by.
Tried drownin’ in a creek, but the creek she done run dry.

So I done messed up at everthing, even tryin’ to die.
Yeah, I cain’t do nothin’ right, 'cept I learnt how to cry.
I reckon when my time comes, the Lawd’ll take me then.
But I’ll try to be a good man…till I don’t know when.


only half serious,
Tennessee “9 Lives” Cat

Life has been a bumpy road and many times I’ve cried
Yeah, lifes’ a rough an’ scary road, many times I mighta died.
But ya never know what’s ‘round the corner
An’ I reckon I’ll go for the ride.


Love Y’all,
Tennessee “Traveling” Tramp