god, I don’t know. I have her upstairs on a computer game so I can study downstairs but I am so blindingly mad I can’t concentrate. And I know being angry is pointless. See, he’s one of those “everything happens to ME” people. If I jump on him about him sticking me with his kid all day when I have shit to do, he’ll just come back with “well, what could I do! They needed me! I have too much going on, everyone wants something from me, I CAN’T DEAL!”
Yesterday, I was trying to drive her to a birthday party and he gave me incorrect directions. I get pissed as hell and he happens to be home. I bring her home and tell him HE can drive her, I’m done. Does he apologize for giving me wrong directions and having me drive around aimlessly for half an hour? Of course not! He just says “it’s common sense, you’re supposed to go SOUTH to Sebastopol, not NORTH!” Are you fucking kidding me?
Honestly, I’m shaking, I’m so pissed. I keep hoping it’ll get better eventually because I am SO in love with him and we only go through this once a month or so (she’s okay some weekends).