There's no one you can talk to at 5:47 am

Well there isn’t is there?

I just talked to the Love of my Life ™. For the first time in weeks. (haven’t actually seen him in…i don’t want to say).

And that’s the best I will be able to do. I have to be reasonable.

I have to be reasonable and be happy about what he is happy about which he should be, even if i am not there to be happy with him.

And I am.

Happy.

because I love him.

Very happy.

Very very happy.

sniff

very happy

Without knowing specifics, I commend you for your sacrifice to make your S.O. happy.

It is real love for someone that makes people do what you are doing. It hurts a lot, but you know it’s for the best.

{{{{{{{betenoir}}}}}}}