And in case anyone seriously wants to know (which is probably only 5% of the people reading this) I never heard voices when I was schizophrenic. I had negative symptoms (social withdrawl, lack of social skills, etc) and delusions of grandeur. I don’t know if that matters, but my symptoms were in a way different from the typical schizophrenic in that regard, as I never heard any voices while insane.
After I realized the delusions were fake the negative symptoms started to life and I reentered real life, slowly regaining my social skills until I became the man you see before you today.
Maybe the fact that I started several orthomolecular therapies for schizophrenia played a role. I did alot of glycine, I have taken antioxidants, niacin and I take 7-15 grams a day of omega-3 fatty acids. All have been shown to help with schizophrenia, so maybe one of them did something. But by and large once I realized my delusions were due to a mental illness that was pretty much the end of it for me. Its like someone who finds out with 100% proof that his religion is made up and expecting him to still attend church.
Maybe I have some other disease that isn’t technically schizophrenia. One hundred years ago mental illness was not nearly as neatly defined as it is today and there was alot of overlap from one disease to another while some diseases in general weren’t even agknowledged. Maybe I had some particular strain of schizophrenia that isn’t really recognized yet (stress induced, instead of genetic) and as a result after the stress left so did the disorder.
I really don’t dislike you guys personally. I know I’ll probably get attacked as pretentious or wimpy for saying it but unless your own lives are going to shit I doubt you’d be here in the BBQ trying to roast total strangers over inane things like grammar or the definition of schizophrenia. Happy people with comfortable lives and peaceful relationships don’t spend their free time on boards devoted to attacking total strangers. So just adding on the hate and assaulting isn’t going to improve anyones life.
Twickster - I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings. But it felt bad that you were jumping on the bandwagon like I had cooties and my threads needed to be avoided to the point where you wouldn’t even gloss over them. Most of my threads aren’t gross anymore. Except for that monlogue about sticking things up ones ass I just made. Nevermind.
Oh hogwash… you’re a poster child in this modern era for someone who is utterly addicted to empowering other people’s opinions to determine your own sense of self esteem. And you’re addicted to an unhealthy degree. Don’t believe me? Take this test… try and stay away from this thread now… challenge yourself to say “So what? Some folks don’t like me? Pfffftttt… big deal…”
But no… you reserve the right to be snippy towards others whenever it suits you, because you’re addicted to the feedback. You’re not sorry for anything. Even when people are piling on you you feel better than the rest of your day when people aren’t saying anything to you at all - and it’s because the process makes you feel empowered.
It might work for you, for now, but the bottom line is that you’re an energy pirate.
So, um, why don’t you use question marks in your thread titles?
I have a buttplug that will protect you from pirahnas. I’ll sell it to you for fifty dollars. That is a real bargain since a well-made buttplug without pirahna protection costs like forty dollars, and I know you like a bargain.
That would be stupidity. It also starts with an S. And just like schizophrenia, there is no cure. I don’t feel sorry for stupid people though.
That’s the really puzzling thing here - he keeps coming up with attempts to justify it, which all boil down to childishly saying, essentially, “You can’t make me! I won’t do it just because you tell me to!” But, uh, Wesley, in case you haven’t notice, it pisses a lot of people off, and has done so for quite some time. There isn’t any possible reason for you not to punctuate your thread titles properly. Just saying, “Fuck you! I won’t do it!” is seriously the kind of reasoning I expect to hear from a nine-year-old. Since people have asked you to do it, with varying degrees of courtesy, on many separate occasions, and since there is simply no reason not to use question marks, I have to conclude that you are simply preternaturally childish, to the point where you’d rather many of the people who might answer your thousand inane questions are probably pissed off by their titles and don’t read them. God knows I don’t, except when there’s some delicious trainwreck afoot, as there always seem to be in your “How can I shovel the most food down my throat without spending more than fifty cents?” threads. Those make my day.
Although you quoted it, you seemed to have overlooked the full meaning of:
Not all of the criticism directed at Wesley by others addressed his mode of questioning as claimed in your response. Some attacked Wesley’s character including his mental stability. It was mainly those that I spoke of. If you reread my post, perhaps that will be helpful to you.
By all means, I join you in having “the temerity to dislike someone whose own behavior has been eminently deserving of” said dislike and in using the pit for the expression of those feelings. I reserve the right to disagree about who those people are.
I’m happy to concede that taking a cheap shot at someone’s disablity is tackiness of the highest order. However, with the utmost respect to you Zoe ( a poster who has impressed me greatly over the years) there seems to be 3 categories of gripe here…
(1) Why don’t you use better punctuation after being asked to so many times?
(2) Hey, stop self diagnosing yourself and sort your shit out before Doping on too much further…
(3) Stop being such a self absrobed energy pirate.
For mine, Category 3 is probably the most prevalent and hardest to defend.
I’m happy to concede that taking a cheap shot at someone’s disablity is tackiness of the highest order. However, with the utmost respect to you Zoe ( a poster who has impressed me greatly over the years) there seems to be 3 categories of gripe here…
(1) Why don’t you use better punctuation after being asked to so many times?
(2) Hey, stop self diagnosing yourself and sort your shit out before Doping on too much further…
(3) Stop being such a self absorbed energy pirate.
For mine, Category 3 is probably the most prevalent and hardest to defend.
Actually, I don’t think I could ever like someone after the revelation that they saved their semen on paper towels in little baggies in a tupperware container.
Boo Boo Foo, I myself have grown from being confronted in an internet forum with honest criticism of the kind that you listed. It hurt like bloody hell at the time, but it changed my life for the better a thousand times over. I will never forget the person who did that for me.
