What is your biggest Wish for the New Year?

Hope my job keeps maintaining its hold on me and doesn’t stress me out too much.

Hope I can start finding things to look forward to so I can experience pleasure in life.

Hope I can make a friend. Someone I can talk to openly, who’s phone calls I’ll actually take, and I can identify with fully and completely.

Hope I’ll do well with the pottery class I’m starting. I need a new hobby.

Hope my physical health continues to be well.

Hope everyone in my family is happy and healthy.

  • Local friends, and a social life that doesn’t take place via a keyboard and monitor.
  • Health, and an answer and solution to the series of weird little things that have been bothering me lately.
  • Writing success, I’ve been challenged to write something meaningful this year and make it public and I want to do it but my internal editor is a fierce obstacle to try to overcome sometimes.
  • Strength to love myself, treat myself well and remember my value so that I can achieve the first three things.

Everything in my life is pretty good right now so I can only think of one thing I really want. I want to keep losing weight. I’ve lost about 60 lbs since I moved here and I need to lose another 60 and if I can do that I will officially have everything I could ever want out of life.

My wish for everyone else is steady employment that pays a living wage. I feel so sad any time I see people (especially dopers) who are having a hard time finding work and I hope those people who are in that situation find what they need ASAP.

  1. Lose the rest of the weight I’m working on, only another 8lb or so to go.

  2. Get properly ripped - I’m going the right way about it so just need to keep it up.

  3. Have my application to be in a porn flick for my favourite porn company be accepted.

  4. Get promoted at my job.

A residency match.

Current thought: Sex
My primary brain’s wish: To move out of the house, move to Japan, get a job there, and begin the rest of my life’s plans.