Have you every had one of those days when all is going fairly well, then something goes collossally wrong (well, relatively - I mean, nobody died, no friendships were ended, but this really pissed me off), which basically throws off your entire day? Even worse, ever had one of those days when this something that went wrong really isn’t that big a deal at all?
Here’s mine:
For those who don’t know, I have a seizure disorder. It had been under control, and still is. But I switched my meds this month. Because I switched my meds, that means that I need to wait a certain amount of time to see what will happen, i.e., if I will have a seizure. That also means that I cannot drive my car for a while. So I’ve been getting around on foot and by bike. Which is great. More exercise. Unfortunately, today my bike pump broke, so instead of putting air INTO my tire, it took all of the air OUT, and I cannot seem to fix it, and I have no extra bike pump. So instead of a nice easy bike ride of two and a half miles to the local track to meet my friends for a 3-mile track workout, I now have to walk. Then I have to walk 2.5 miles back. It isn’t that big a deal - I wasn’t doing anything after I’m done working anyway, but 8 miles is a lot of distance to cover on foot, and goddamn it, I don’t feel like covering that much, but neither of my friends is available for me to ask for a ride or to tell them I can’t make it, so I feel obligated to go. I was so mad when that damn bike pump stopped working that I threw it across the room and burst into tears.
Now I feel like a total idiot, so I’m hoping that some of you will share with me moments when you flipped over something fairly inconsequential.
Well it happened to me awhile ago, when I was towards one of the low points in my life. The whole day hadn’t gone very well and I felt kind of crappy but was holding up pretty good. So to cheer myself up I made myself a BIG mug of hot chocolate and was doing a bit of cleaning up in my room while I drank it.
Of course I accidentally knocked the mug over and I had hot chocolate in a huge puddle on my floor. It was just the last straw and I burst into tears crying like mad for awhile before I could calm myself and clean it up.
Just one of those days where it was the last thing I could take and I just broke down.
Thankfully those days are rare now.
This has been the only thing that has really pissed me off lately.
I was at a party, and i brought my friend a cd. Now this was before everybody got there. so i set it on the table and went and sat down. A little while later, some more people come in and my friend goes and gets a cd player and puts in the cd. One guy comes in (so now there are about 6 people there) and he looks at the TV(still muted) and hears the cd, and says “Turn that crap off, i wanna watch this show.” now the number one thing: the group is Third Day, which, if you havent heard of them, are totally awesome(in april, this guy even went with me and a few other people to the concert") and the tv show:-----GREEN ACRES! OMG!@!@!. now i live in Mississippi, but a 16 year old to compare Third Day to crap and insist on watching that redneck stupid show. everybody else was indifferent, so he got the remote and cut off the cd player and unmuted the TV. I should take away all his CD’s and his cable, save for TVland. I am still angry bout that and that was May 16th(ish). :mad: