Ditto to your first paragraph.
The last two guys I dated are wonderful people. I was highly attracted to them and don’t think there’s anything wrong with them. They just weren’t right for me romantically.
Guy #1 and I had totally opposing schedules. I wanted a boyfriend who I could see more often than once or twice a month. Maybe if we’d dated longer before running into scheduling problems, we would have tried harder to make it work. But it was too much work too early in the relationship.
Guy #2 really wants marriage and kids. I don’t. He was willing to continue our relationship as it was. However, I couldn’t handle the feelings of guilt I had over hurting him all the time because I didn’t want what he did. And he did get very hurt every time we discussed future plans.
Guy #1 and I are friends. To be fair, he wasn’t really crushed when the relationship ended and was probably feeling much the same way I was.
Guy #2 and I aren’t fighting or anything, but there’s still too much emotion there to be friends. I hope that some day he’ll be seeing someone who wants what he does and maybe we can be friends at that point.
I really don’t look at friendship as a “consolation prize.” I guess because there are many guys I don’t want to be friends with. It’s not like I want to be friends with everyone who has expressed interest in me. Some I’d be perfectly happy to never see again.
However, I kind of disagree with your second paragraph. Not the words so much as the tone.
I know first hand that friendship is painful if you still have strong feelings for someone. I went through that with another ex. I still really wanted to be with him. He didn’t want to be with me, at least not romantically. We tried to be friends but I couldn’t handle it. It just hurt too much to spend time with him and see all that I couldn’t have. Plus seeing him with another woman would send me into a tailspin!
So you could say he was either my boyfriend or nothing, but only because being friends really hurt me. It’s not like he wasn’t worth my friendship or anything. I just couldn’t get over him while staying friends.