casdave, shut up!
Poor little Nathan 
I’m so sorry for your loss Psy and Demo.
Putting my Snoopy to sleep last year was one of the most horrible things I ever had to do. For me, it was a long time before I could think about his sweet little face without crying, and I didn’t sleep for days. After a while though, my tears were replaced with a smile when I thought about the silly things he did, and while I still miss him, I know I did the right thing that day.
It will get easier with time. One day you’ll be able to look at his picture without sadness, a smile on your lips remembering all the good times you had together.
Love,
Rose