YOU NONSMOKERS LEAVE ME THE HECK ALONE!

MarkSentinel:

Excuse me while I burn this doobie and line up a couple of nasty rails. ::Torch! Nose dive!:: Aaaaah, that hit the spot. Green and white, my team colors. Come to think of it, I might crack open that bottle of Scotch while I’m at it. Oh yeah, I better rack a fresh clip into the old SKS, just the ticket for home defense.

Have a seat, this may come as a shock to you.

From the OP regarding the smoking thing, you’re right. There, I said it. When you’re right, you’re right. Self righteous assholes really bug me too. The sons of bitches should leave you the fuck alone. If there’s an ashtray on the table, they can just get right on over it. If I was there I’d back you up on it. OK?

Regarding everything else you’ve said, get a grip man! I hate to break it to you, but self righteous doesn’t cover it. Jesus H Christ on a crutch! Don’t blame all that horseshit on me because a couple of assholes gave you a hard time in a restaurant.

Smoking isn’t going to give you a heart attack. You know what’s going to do it? Your temper tantrums. Really. In the bad old days, getting steaming mad was usually followed by a good brisk fight to the death. Your body has physical reactions to dump blood and jolt juice to the muscles, stop healing and growth, tunnel vision, focus the mind on attack, etc. Then if you don’t end up going hand to hand with a badger or something, the sugars and adrenalin and whatnot don’t get burned up. Your body takes a tremendous load to sop all that shit back out of your blood. It’s a major risk factor, maybe the major one.

Do yourself a favor and read this book:
‘Anger Kills’ by Redford and Virginia Williams PhD MD
HarperCollins Press, ISBN 0-06-097623-3

They don’t preach, they just give you the information.

Interesting. Accepted, though in these posts I don’t get all that mad – just irritated.

Hmmm. You mention alcoholics. Interesting. Lord knows when someone opens a beer while watching the game, I start gagging from all of the unwanted chemicals and smoke going into my body.I can definatley see your point there. And those whiskey fumes? Oh my god, I can already feel my liver contract cancer.
The point is, drinking is a bad thing. Drinking kills people, drunk drivers kill people. That’s why that is illegal. However, short of drunk driving, drinking doesn’t kill innocent second parties like smoking does.

Three things:

  1. FWIW, I agree with the OP, minus about 99% of the rhetoric, also with the couple of people who said, “It’s a political thing.” Yeah, I think non-smokers DO get on smokers’ cases a lot in public, because I think it’s now a political football, and I think that’s too bad. It’s suddenly PC to holler at smokers. Ten years ago, even five years ago, nobody cared. So Sentinel’s expressing this, but maybe he’s less than graceful about it.

  2. So, this is a rant in the Pit, folks. What do you expect? Tact?

  3. Sentinel, I’m just curious. You said, “The SDMB is a beautiful example of social conceit, cliques, and mental masturbation for pseudo-intellectuals.” If so, then why are you here, anyway?

And to answer Bjorn’s rhetorical question about whether cigarettes would be legal if they were introduced today, I think the answer would be “no”. Obviously they’d never even get past the first stage with the FDA. But would that necessarily be a good thing? IMO, the federal government already has WAY too much input into things, protecting us from relatively trivial stuff that previous generations managed to survive OK without having 16 different laws passed.

I would not be a bit surprised to see the pendulum swing the other way in about 5 or 10 years and hear that “oh, well, second-hand smoke isn’t as bad for you as we thought.” Scientists change their minds all the time. Look at the flip-flopping on caffeine.

Note: please don’t anybody jump on me with “oh, yeah, well, second-hand smoke is SO bad for you and I can prove it…” Not here to debate that, 'kay?

I guess you’re right. Nothing about drinking kills a second party - except when the drinker imbibes too much and drives and wipes out bystanders and people in cars or starts slinging lead around from a gun because he got pissed off about something or beats someone to death in a bar fight. Not to mention the drunk who goes home and stabs his significant other because she did or said something to piss him off.

Not a few people in medicine have screwed up and wiped someone out having staggered in after a bunch of drinks and made a mistake.

I, personally, have been involved in several confrontations by drunks I did not know and had nothing to do with who decided to start something with me because I happened to be near by. In one I had to move real fast because he pulled a knife on me as I tried to walk away, in another the son of a bitch rammed my car with his. (This in the days before I got a permit and started carrying a gun.)

Currently there is no concrete proof – only educated speculation that second hand smoke causes as much trouble as it does.

We are in the era of politically correct fanaticism, when the public is swept up in a holy war on almost anything, ignoring the absence of facts, logic or rationality. Example: Negros = African Americans, Kwanzaa: Childrens rights = parents unable to forcibly touch their own children: child molestation = anyone touching a kid is Chester the molester = a way to get a divorce is to accuse the husband of molesting the child = lawsuits and reputation ruining due to the so-called practice of discovering ‘repressed memories’ = everyone’s afraid to have anything to do with kids. Save the environment = some people can’t develope their own land because they might have a supposedly endangered species on it = the great mink debacle in England where animal rights activists released a couple of hundred minks from a mink farm which now are devastating the local wild life and pets because minks are predators = the diminishing prairie dog colonies verses the raising and releasing of endangered ferrets which feed on Prairie Dogs.

Smoking has fallen into that fanaticism. You mouthy nonsmokers are like sheep, just following the party line.

No one has observed that for centuries, smokers had only a little higher than normal health risks until 2 things happened. The first was changing the paper from rice paper bought from Japan pre-WW2 to acid cured, pulp paper made in the States. Quite a few cigarette smokers quit then because the complained that the paper made the smokes too harsh. After WW2, the tobacco industry kept on using the cheaper paper. The second was the introduction of various chemicals to enable the cigarette to burn better – they used to go out if unattended – and to increase the flavor.

Shortly after this, the disease potential increased, but, in correspondence, so did the general atmospheric pollution. No one has done a study to determine if the disease rate among smokers is affected by the local pollution rates. I would think a smoker in a crowded, industrial cluttered, automobile packed city would face up to 100 times the risk of disease than one in a small town.

Even though there is much money in smoking and people want to smoke – no one has addressed the issues of going back to rice paper, removing some of the chemicals or even creating better filters. All they focus on is eliminating the product. It did not work with prohibition and it will not work with smoking. People like to be addicted to things which make them feel good.

Hell, they’ve been trying to stomp out pot for decades without much success. There was even some research done on pot to discover and promote the harmful effects of it, but the results have mainly been down played and ignored. AND pot is supposedly not addicting.

When it all settles down, all that’s going to happen is that there’s going to be a lot of pissed off smokers who will be paying higher prices for safer smokes as the tobacco companies recoup their losses from questionable lawsuits, farmers will still be growing the cash crop of tobacco, and there will be civil rights motions to remove all no smoking restrictions.

If the government manages to ban tobacco, then organized crime and every crooked scammer will be out there importing smokes from over seas, Cuba and any place else and the industry will still thrive.

Everyone jumped on the salt wagon for a few years, yelling about how harmful salt is – and now it’s not all that bad. Then they jumped on the preservative wagon and screamed about how our foods were rotting us from the inside out – and now that’s not so bad. People jumped on the no red meat wagon and all they got was an increase in beef prices and now red meat aint so bad (cause humans are OMNIVORES - designed to eat anything that doesn’t eat them first). They jumped on the natural and organic foods wagon - and discovered that crops got eaten up by bugs and the foods are now almost too expensive for anyone but the well off to buy.

Americans are suckers for a group with a series of big mouths and a good line. Politicians follow the group for votes. Besides, if they make laws over smoking, then that keeps the public from paying attention to the special interest groups who are busily bribing our leaders for legal ways to screw us.

It is just PC to bitch at smokers, but this smoker is bitching back. My brother is a mechanic and works on cars and trucks, the same things you all drive. There are thousands of people like him who keep your cars in good shape – at the risk of their health. It seems that brake fluid, some transmission fluids and several types of cleaning solutions needed to clean your grimy parts cause cancer.

I once knew a gas station attendant who pumped so much gas that the occassional spills and fumes eat up the skin on one hand and he needed medical treatment.

Funny. None of you are bitching about those things.

Don’t like my second hand smoke - well I don’t like your sulfur dioxide spewing car fogging up my city.

If you see me smoking and minding my own business and my second hand smoke drifts your way – step out of the way, shut the fuck up and leave me alone.

Next time, I might have a beer or 4 in me and NOT walk away from the loudly directed insults. (I know, I’ll be committing 2 sins - smoking AND drinking. At least I won’t be driving if drinking.)

At least when I worked in the medical field, I wore a surgical mask when sick to prevent those already ill from catching my cold. I even drew flack from that, as medical staff walked hacking and coughing into rooms with people recovering from surgery which stresses and lowers their immune system — and later the administrative staff wondered why so many patients were getting pneumonia or chest colds which delayed their recovery.

As my niece would say – DUH!

I didn’t read the thread and I know that I’ll cry if I do.

Oh, and your kind make my nose bleed.

Bleed away then!

I’m not responsible for your idiocy.

But you’re more than happy to make me responsible for your idiocy. Thanks pally.

Lets get off the second hand smoke health issue then.How about this? All the people who smoke and get sick with various types of cancer including (But not limited to), lung, mouth, throat, esphogus because of the various chemicals in cigarettes including (But not limited to) ammonia, formeldhyde (I know I spelled that wrong) Carbon monoxide etc has to have medical attention. Not everybody can afford it… So, my tax money goes toward fixing THEIR cancer. THEY chose to be stupid and smoke, NOT me. WHy should I have to be responible for it?? I don’t think that’s right.
So it’s a monetary thing AND a health thing.
Also, I feel offended by being accused of jumping on the bandwagon. That implies I can not have an intelligent thought on my own.
ANd if you didn’t notice, I stated that drinking is not a good thing, ESPECIALLY when it’s mixed with driving. But you pounced on that point anyway…did you even read my post?

When I’m sick, I stay at home. When I drink, I drink at home not at bars, and I would NEVER drive if I’d been drinking. The same goes for my husband. I drive a gas efficient 4-cylinder car that passes emmissions testing every time. I don’t spread STDs around, I’ve never gotten anyone pregnant (duh) nor have I beat up anyone or even been in a physical fight in my life. I don’t have a criminal record, I don’t steal, I don’t deal or use drugs. I’ve actually never seen an accident before the police and paramedics were there, but if I did I would stop. I don’t abuse animals or kill them/have them killed for food. I’m already in charge of my company, and I treat my one employee very well. I’ve never called the cops on someone for revenge, though I did call the cops on someone when the guy I was renting a room to invited a friend over, who ended up waving a gun in my driveway at a carful of his ‘friends’ as they drove away.

I see nothing wrong with someone who has quit a bad habit looking to his/her friends for support, and being proud of their accomplishment. I’m proud of Satan and I love to see his sig, because it shows how well he is doing and I’m happy for him.

Your AIDS comparison is very weak. First off, there are PLENTY of ads on tv and in print about being careful and how AIDS is spread. Second, an AIDS patient sitting in a restaurant is putting NO ONE at danger. A smoker IS. Not only danger but discomfort. I have a very hard time breathing if there is smoke around. And if I’m eating, the smell of smoke makes me queasy. And unless the person has a big sign on saying “I have AIDS” you probably won’t even know, whereas a smoker puffing away is pretty hard to miss.

Oh, and I’ve seen plenty of ads about immunization.

I guess my point here is… you’re so full of shit you’re hard to see through all the flies. You’re so desperate to find a way to pin enough blame on others so that your own guilt as a smoker is covered. You’re pathetic.

And you know what? ALL THOSE OTHER THINGS ARE ILLEGAL. They are NOT accepted by society. Oh, and if you think there isn’t a huge ad campaign about drunk driving you’re just delusional.

I hate to even inject myself into this ridiculous melee, but ain’t nobody better accuse ME of being on some PC bandwagon.

I grew up in a family of smokers. Both my parents smoked, as did both my maternal grandparents, my mother’s brother and her sister-in-law, and my sister started when she was 13. As long as I can remember, I’ve ALWAYS hated it. I hated it when I was 3 or 4, when I was 10, when I was 15, and today, when I’m 30. The presence of smoke has always made me cough and choke, and often makes me physically ill. The only time I EVER got away with telling my parents “no” as a child was when they asked me to bring them their cigarettes or an ashtray.

I hate to be around it to this very day. I do my best to avoid it. I quit my last band partly because I couldn’t stand being in clubs, breathing that shit for five hours while we waited around then played, and going home with it all over me. I won’t even sit anywhere near the smoking section in a restaurant. I do my best to avoid it wherever I can. So don’t fucking sit there and tell me I’m the problem.

And if I may follow up with a similar personal post: my mother has severe bronchial asthma because she was married to a smoker for 30 years. My father smoked himself to death, and now my mother winds up in the emergency room several times a year because she’s unlucky enough to get within breathing distance of a smoker and has an attack.

Years ago, she couldn’t go into restaurants, airplanes, stores, offices—now, thanks to anti-smoking regulations, she (and other people who find smoke dangerous or objectionable) can lead somewhat normal lives.

That having been said, I have several good friends who smoke, and I try not to make myself obnoxious about it. I can easily handle one smoker at a time and don’t object when they want to light up—I also don’t lecture them (it’s their problem, not mine) and I would never be so rude as to “yell at” a smoker in public. I simply move upwind of them.

OPALCAT Well, hell, I’m PLEASED for you, not that I actually give a shit.

If you read my post with an open mind, which, knowing you, is doubtful, you would recall that I stated ‘when no one really knew how AIDS was spread’. We know now, so things have changed. Perhaps YOU stay home when sick, but then, you’re disabled, an admitted Chronic Depressive, under therapy and working from your home. YOU’RE in the minority. The majority of working people go to work when sick. Many because they HAVE to and many because they WANT to.

Having been in positions of employment for many, many a flue season, I’ve had ample time to observe this and the effects on the general public. Many people die from the flue. Yet year in and year out, those who catch it happily spread the stuff to everyone they work with being unwilling to purchase and don a simple, cheap surgical mask. The MASK not only contains any ejected sputum but cuts down dramatically on the velocity of expelled airborne virus by coughing and sneezing. No one pushes for the wearing of such a simple protective device. (This is used only as a single example of how others deliberately endanger each other.)

The initial AIDS thing involved people using civil rights to allow them and their children, if infected with AIDS to endanger the lives of others. NO ONE KNEW THEN HOW IT WAS SPREAD! They suspected that it was spread only through homosexual contact but ** no one** was sure! Doctors ** suspected** also that it might be spread by simple touch. The point I’m pushing is that, in the beginning, people were willing to infect others with a fatal disease to avoid discrimination and after the first couple of lawsuits, everyone accepted this. No one then raised the uproar about AIDS being deadly like people are doing about smoking today.

Basically, I’ve been pointing out that there are many more harmful and deadly things out there that affect everyone but no one is concentrating on them to the extent that they are doing so to smokers. Plus, no one is even considering anything that accounts for the sudden increase in smoking related diseases or doing anything to correct this – like removing the chemicals from the tobacco, changing the type of paper used and so on. No one is considering the even more dangerous potential of air pollution which has affected the smokers in bigger cities and joined together to rally congress and the public into forcing changes in cars, trucks (Diesel is the MOST deadly and heaviest pollution fuel of all, going even to the extent of feulers developing cancer because it contains a KNOWN CARCINOGEN 100 times worse than anything in tobacco, is being ignored totally.) and industry.

Everyone is spending their time bitching about smokers. Good political and industrial move though, because it keep you simple minded cretins from thinking about the big picture. (America refused to sign the international agreement by the UN for decreasing the amount of atmospheric industrial pollutants by 20% within 10 years. Big business doesn’t want to spend the money cleaning up their factories.)

You buggers out there with power boats dirty my rivers with oil. Every form of power boat with a submerged exhaust outlet uses a gas/oil mix and that poison gets into the water. I eat the fish from the rivers, and the oysters, crabs and clams – along with several hundred thousand others. Millions, actually. I haven’t seen any of you mounting a campaign to clean up boat exhausts which is poisoning the rivers, which fill the fish with toxins which you absorb when you eat them, which probably directly contributes to your being susceptible to other diseases by weakening your immune system. (If you don’t live by major waterways, you haven’t experienced the stink and smell of hundreds of boats pumping oil laden gasses into the waters or seen the wide oil sheens floating on the surface after they pass.)

Nope. You all concentrate on SMOKERS.

Nothing like the pot calling the kettle black. You’re one of about 6 here who are real damn quick to swear at someone with the least amount of provocation, but, then again, having encountered your posts from time to time again across the boards, I’d say you’re real experienced with shit, delivering so much of it as you do.

pldennison
You’re obviously allergic to cigarette smoke – yet you still are on the band wagon if you bitch, bitch and bitch about it. I have relatives who are allergic to half of the State of Florida but they don’t bitch about it to every Floridian they meet.

I have family members who are allergic to Orange Blossoms, yet live by groves so once a year, they fill up when the flowers bloom but they don’t go trying to get the growers to move the grove or to stop the production of citrus.

Medical professionals and others have been warning people about the common practice of injecting meats of all types with antibiotics because we consume the stuff and develop an increasing immunity to the drugs. Currently, there is a massive race on to develop new antibiotics because not only have we become resistant to the things but insects and cross-species germs feeding on the meat have become resistant also. I think that’s dangerous but where is the ‘TRUTH’ commercial screaming at farmers stupidly injecting their cattle with massive dosages and chicken ranchers feeding it to their hens by the ton? Where is the GREAT MEAT OUT or the MEAT FREE DAY in protest of this practice which has, indirectly, produced strains of tuberculosis, pneumonia and even VD resistant to antibiotics?

Everyone is busy bitching at the most obvious ‘offender’: the smoker! I don’t think such a savage and biased campaign as been launched since George Wallace tried to keep integration out of his state.

Oh yes Monty I like that law quite a bit. For those that don’t know, Alvarado St. is a popular shopping and eating street in Monterey. The sidewalks aren’t that wide, and when groups of smokers are puffing away you would have to walk through that smoke. On weekends lots of families, and tourists fillthe streets, and it’s nice to not have to walk through clouds of smoke.

You’ve never been to California. I was required to have proof I had my Measles, Rubella, and TB shots all updated, because it is LAW in California that these be taken care of before they would let me into school (College) here. You HAVE to be immunized, and have proof where I go to school. Also, in elementary schools, the risk of catching hep, and other diseases is high enough, teachers arent allowed to clean up even vomit without donning gloves and using bleach and disinfectants to take care of it (at least in my mother’s school district).
My original post probably made you think I’m the obnoxious non smoker. However I am not. I dont even care when my friends want to smoke in their own car. I just roll the window down and breathe in the air from the outside. My friends are courteous to go OUTSIDE for the benefit of us nonsmokers because they know their habit affects everyone else.

YOU became a smoker. No one forced you to. You made that CHOICE.

Oh and your rant about drivers dumping oil into the ditches and onto the ground…that too is illegal in California. If you get caught you get fined. The land fills here won’t even accept paints in the normal landfil. Hazardous chemicals are taken to a special facility to dispose of it. Hell, even the trash that comes in through the dump trucks is searched through to find everything and anything that can be recycled.

Doobieous

Well, cool for California - the land where the insane build and live on active fault lines, strip the trees from hills and poke houses there and then wonder why rains turn the ground into mud and their homes slide into the creek. Then they build wooden homes in the rustic woods and forests and every so many years, get burned out by forest fires and wonder why and never learn to build cement homes that resist any such disaster.

There are laws preventing the dumping of almost all forms of toxic household waste in every State BUT since most dump sites either charge an additional fee to take them and many garbage companies will not pick them up – Joe Average dumps the crap in the ditch or woods along with most of his neighbors with unspoken approval.

It would be better that, instead of constantly bitching and harping at smokers, to start bitching and harping at the tobacco companies and government to develop a safer tobacco product. Cigarettes may be forced into sky high prices, but people will still smoke – either cigars or pipes. Many people who dislike cigarette smoke love the scent of a well flavored pipe tobacco. Most pipes are unfiltered so the disease rate is almost as bad.

What is better there is that if one knows a good tobacconist, one can get untreated tobacco, but most commercial pipe tobacco is treated by the companies – though it is not mentioned on those packs you buy over the counter.

People want to smoke and they will. When booze was wiped out, people ranted and raved against it and those who wanted to drink still did so and eventually, the prohibition law was repealed. Even in ‘dry’ counties today, drinkers go to the stores right across the county line and buy booze.

People bitched, pissed and moaned about gambling until in most states, it is illegal – yet the lottery is approved and here in Florida, dog racing is allowed. It is not PC to yell about gambling but it is about smokers.

This bit about smokers is all PC. Check the disease records and you’ll find that smoking is not the major health problem in the US, nor does it kill the most people like the ‘TRUTH’ ads are fond of stating. The way I see it, someone like Carry Nation got all pissed off, started yelling, managed to get others to join in and the political machine joined in because it keeps the public occupied, is an election time, is a ‘feel good’ cause, and because the tobacco companies actually did practice underhanded, crooked, dangerous and misleading tactics to get people hooked.

Then, instead of starting to make a safer product when organizations started exposing the dangers, they lied, continued to add chemicals and started increasing the nicotine content to addict people faster and started targeting various social groups.

Nothing beer and booze companies have not done. (ICE BEER = high alcohol beer to get you drunk quicker. Lite beer = just as many calories BUT less carbonation so you can guzzle more. Note the massive beer advertisements during football games. The expertly produced beer ads in general. Note also the loophole in the product laws which allows beer companies to not have to list all of their ingredients on their cans. – Beer is NOT just hopps, water and yeast. Some contain ingredients you wouldn’t eat if you knew about them.)

Note the massive reach of Alcoholics Anonymous – EVERY State has a chapter and EVERY CITY above the population of 1,000 has meetings. There are roughly 50 million alcoholics in the US alone and more over seas. If you study alcoholism, you will find that there are a whole bunch of diseases related directly to it. Open your local phone book and you’ll find a chapter of AA, plus they will give you a list of meetings that probably cover the daily 24 hour period. AA is on the web. AA has chatrooms.

Not as much is blasted at drunks as there currently is at smokers. In fact, even with the DWI laws many offenders get caught again and again and again BEFORE being heavily punished because heavy drinking is accepted. Drinking makes you feel real damn good.

Smoking, however, does not have the same effect. Given a choice between which one of the two to bitch at, most will select smoking for that simple reason.

It’s all PC. Climb aboard the bandwagon, folks, join the common herd, get led around like sheep and try not to think of any alternatives because you might strain your brains. Sign up for the ‘TRUTH’ organization, sponsored by the Authure D. Moss foundation, which also declines to look for any alternatives because smoking the evil weed cannot be permitted.

Don’t look back about 60 years and wonder why problems with smoking jumped up so high shortly after WW2.

BTW - FACT: Most heavy drinkers and alcoholics have what is known as addictive personalities – going as deep as genetic levels. If they were not addicted to the booze, then they would be addicted to caffeine, cigarettes, or illegal drugs.

You new nonsmokers out there, especially ones who were heavy smokers who smoked the stronger cigarettes (I smoke lites) or the manly unfiltered ones, will probably soon find something else to get addicted to. Get that Satan?

“Sentinel”-

You’re a smoker, and you’re peeved by anti-smoking ads and rude people. OK, that’s understandable. I smoke too, and I try to be considerate of non-smokers, so I expect the same in return. It’s wrong for non-smokers to act rude when you’re smoking in a place where it is permitted. Also, the “Truth” ads that you’ve mentioned quite a few times are irritating. I have my doubts as to whether they would prevent anyone from smoking, but that’s neither here nor there.

I’m sure quite a few non-smokers and quitters would agree with these sentiments, or at the very least understand them. However, instead of just venting or complaining about the issue at hand, you keep making long, raving comparisons to other vices that you think are more accepted. The vast majority of what you’ve posted to this thread has been irrelevant. You’re just confusing the issue and probably pissing off people that would have actually agreed with your OP had you just kept to one topic.

If you want to complain about alcohol abuse or drug use or polluting the environment, why not start another thread about it? Also, the tone in most of your posts is accusatory. You seem to think that the Board members are all drunk drivers that take our SUV’s out to the forest to dump some old motor oil on the way to score some coke, barely pausing after we run that schoolbus full of disabled children off of a cliff because we have to get to that restaurant to laugh and point at you and your cigarettes. I’m pretty sure that some of us don’t even own SUV’s.

I hope this helps.

Okay, if I’m gonna just go ahead and “bleed away” what’s stopping you from just catching our colds and ‘coughing away’? Or fucking, ‘putting up with our screaming kids away’?

Holy fuck. Hypocrite, much?

And if you’re idiocy remark is regarding my having said I’d cry if I read the thread, feel free to grow a fucking heart, anytime.

My aunt died from lung cancer which was obtained strictly through smoking. With her death four of my cousins lost their mother. Now I’m losing my Grandma to the same fucking thing, and being the lucky asthmatic that I am, can’t spend the little time I may have with her, with her, cause I can’t breathe in her apartment.

I fucking cry when my friends go to buy cigarettes. I CRY because I’m so fucking scared it’s going to take somebody else away from me.

I don’t hate smokers, I hate smokING. Not just cause it put a hole in my family, but because it just plain fucking sucks.