Yeah, the wife’s off to Florida for a function and I have entirely too much time on my hands. But I thought this would be a good opportunity to ask a very mundane question that has nevertheless bothered me my whole life.
The thread title pretty much says it all. I’ll just elaborate a little on my situation.
I seriously think that I have some sort of fundamental disability with regards to math. Not trying to excuse laziness or anything, but I genuinely believe that I just-don’t-get-it. No matter how hard I try, there are these “holes” that I have when trying to do mathematics.
I realize that osme folk have gifts in things–tennis, dancing, wordsmithery, arts & crafts, history, and so on. And I know that there are some folk with real learning disabilities…like dyslexics, for example. And, I am wondering if I have something of the sort but with math instead of words.
If you are still reading (thank you!) I would say that I am adequate with “arithmetic”, so-so but can get by with algebra, but am completely clueless when it comes to calculus.
And actually, I ain’t so great with arithmetic. Out of self defense, I memorized the times tables through 12 X 12 at a very early age and it has stood me in good stead through the years. My division and multiplication skills are sad. My wife & daughter think I have crazy artihmetic skills, but it is a matter of compensation/good approximations.
For instance, the wifey will see something at 19.98 marked down 70 per cent. I come up with the answer anlmost instantly and she thinks I am good w/arithmetic…but I am not. I do this crazy compensating thing like: "Take the recripocal of 70% which equals a real 30% of the original price and 19.98 is too much arithmetic to do so round it to twenty bucks, then multiply 3 times 20 never mind about the decimal places, too hard, come upwith 60, smentally slide the decimal over to what seem reasonable and I come up with Six Dollars. No getting 70% of 19.98, then subtracting that from from 19.98, and all–hopelessly beyond me.
That’s arithmetic. Algebra is a different story. With a lot of effort, I can so the machinations required for the formula, usually, but often I will make some fundamental mistake. Still, I do it well enough to make a B or C in college classes, but I have no “intuitive understanding” of it, I just follow the process.
Statistics, not much problem, this I get, but my Algebra non-skills hamper me. I can do it, and manage a high B or sometimes an A-, but I make stupid fundamental Algebra mistakes that are obvious later.
Calc? No . freaking . clue. I’ve had profs and classmates do this shit int heir heads…in their heads!.. and I am totally lost. I can get as far as integrating 32T squared, then doing it again to get the acceleration of 16, etc. That’s it. It.
I took a calc course in college, which is how I know this. I knew I was in deep doo-doo when I got the text at the book store. Slim book. Magazine slim. Coutned the pages. 84 pages. Yup, I am in trouble. Flunked the course. Damn made a D- but not quite. OK, I tried. Thank og it wasn’t a required course for my degree. Screw the F’s effect on my GPA, I just had to try, y’know?
Well…thanks for listening to this. I don;'t think I have EVER had such a long-winded post. But I am curious. What is your opinion? Am I just genetically hopeless here? I keep wanting to tilt at that windmill again. I just hate how my suckiness at math has limited me academically and would give dang near anythnign to be able to “speak” math, but it just eludes me.
Do you think there is any hope of me ever achieving competence here, or do I just need to get over it and keep on keeping on?
Thanks so much for reading through such a lonnnnnng tirade!