this may sound a little craaazaay, but …
the other night, i was watching TLC’s ‘A History of God’. By watching that episode [i’ve been trying to have a life changing ‘anything’ right now, so bear with me] i’ve decided that i want to be a jew/muslim something or the other. now, how i plan on going about this, i have no idea. i’m trying to be spiritual, but it’s just not happening. i’ll be 24 in November and i guess i feel the need to connect with God before it’s too late [is it ever?]. i don’t want to force it, but i feel a need [or am i just jealous of those who have fulfilled their need]. i’ve always been envious of those who truly feel what they believe. i know this is supposed to come naturally, i’m not looking to get into ‘heaven’ by way of pretending to be what i’m not. can anyone suggest anything? web sites? books? something…
I’m no expert, but I would suggest seeking God directly, either by standing on a hilltop and shouting to him/her/it, or going someplace quiet and reflecting quietly (i.e. however suits you best) - wait until you hear/feel something which you honestly believe is from God, if you hear/feel nothing, continue on as normal.
Don’t take anybody’s word for anything, if God is in any way worth following, he/she/it can lead you for him/her/itself.
I agree with Mangetout. Seek God in a quiet place that’s meaningful for you. Remember that you aren’t in control and can’t force a revelation. Just be, reflect, and listen. You won’t hear a voice from the clouds (probably) but reflecting on life can give you insight you might not otherwise hear. If you are leaving room for a belief in God, you are leaving room for something much bigger and more powerful than yourself, so let Him take care of it.
And no, it’s never too late.