I was deeply disturbed two days ago, when the ultimatum was over. All of the news networks started trasmiting live from Bagdag, the worst part is that all during the day they were counting the minutes till the start of hostilities. When the clock finally struck I realized that what had long been expected by the world was finally happening. The invasion was about to begin.
Suddenly it was all silence, we were two minutes into the war and I realized that all was quiet. This is strange because I live in the downtown of a rather large city , silence is something I have never heard. I realized something else it wasn’t only my city, the TV was silent too. The journalists that up to that moment have been analysing the news, suddenly stop. And finally, I made my third discovery of the night. Bagdag was also silent. So, it seemed was the world.
Of course that city and all it’s inhabitants were silent, destruction was about too pour from the sky above their heads. And in the silence I started thinking, I was thinking that the same sky that greeted them every day was about to betray them. You don’t need to tell me, I am a very poet.
The clock continue ticking and the world was still quiet, suddenly I made the final discovery of the night, the world was quiet because it was wating for the bombs to strike.
I who have denounced and have complained about this war for months, tiring my family, friends, and possibly many dopers was waiting with morbid curiosity for the first bomb to hit. At that moment I finally figured that thousands of miles away people were about to die. Up to that moment war wasn’t real. For months we had all see it coming but deep inside me I had no doubt that at the end it wouldn’t happen. But the worst part is that till that moment I have never seriously considered the Irakies. I denounced the agression, I cited the U.N. charter I had spoken of human rights and the horros of modern warfare but I have never really thought about the Irakies. After all the war wasn’t really happening.
But the war was about to happen and as I saw my family (who were watching tv with me), I started thinking that in Bagdag at the same moment someone could be looking at his family not knowing if he was going to see them again in the morning. And I was watching the tv with morbid curiosity waiting for the first bomb to strike. Those Irakies were thousands of miles away, and for months I have never really thought about them…
I started crying, and once again I demostrated that I was a worthless human being because I wasn’t cryng for them but for me.