I’m so sorry to hear of these two losses, @Czarcasm. Sending positive energy to you.
While it’s been a rather fraught week here at Casa del Obi-Wan, I have no plans to become one with the Force any time soon.
Sorry to hear of your losses. I’ll hang on as long as you hang on as well. People react to grief differently, so do what you need to do, not what others think you should do. You’ll be in my thoughts.