Oy.
There’s nothing I really can (or would want to) change about my worldview. Just as it is with anyone else, that is born of my life experience. I just don’t see things the way many of you do. But you’re right, Excalibre, that doesn’t mean that I have ever to get nasty about it. And I admit that I do. I could say that I do it in response to nastiness, but even if that were true (and I’m not sure it always is), it is not necessary that I respond in kind to every perceived insult.
Many of these criticisms are valid. Some are not. (I have never, for example, claimed to have any formal education, and have in fact reported numerous times that I am completely self-educated beyond high school. I have taught courses in first order logic, but I have never taken any. I have been consulted by candidates writing theses, but I have never written one for a degree of my own.)
I have tried — and failed — in the past to be nicer. That doesn’t mean that I can’t try again, but it might mean that the prognosis is not so good. It would honestly help, if you believe that I’m redeemable, if you made it a bit easier for me to succeed. I hesitate to bring this up for fear that it might be interpreted as asking for a special favor, but I would appreciate some slack. Not because you owe it to me, but because just like you, I want the overall board experience to be as pleasant as possible.
Consider, for example, the Coulter-McKeown thread. So long as I am a member in good standing, I’m afraid that I’m going to have to insist on being able to come in and express my own opinion that both he and she were wrong. And I’m going to have to insist that I be allowed to defend my position when it is challenged. I can try to be more civil about it, but it would help if there weren’t twelve of you, one of whom is present for no purpose other than to declare repeatedly that he considers me to be “batshit insane” and so forth. If twelve of you challenge me, and I respond to each of you, then it looks like I have taken over the thread, when in reality all I have done is addressed your posts. Whenever I miss one, I hear about it. The agrieved poster wants to know, “Why did you ignore me?”. So, if you will forego the pile-ons, it won’t make me seem so… significant and omnipresent.
If the only thing that will please you is that I roll over and jump in with “me too” every time an opinion is expressed by someone else, or that I stop posting altogether, then you simply are not going to be pleased. But as I said, I can at least put more thought into how I put words together. I don’t know that I can change my writing style. I’m too old for that. I like to make a point, and do so as efficiently as possible. However, those of you who say that I ought to expound more thoroughly when I first post are probably right. I suppose that after five years, I begin to presume that my underlying reasoning is well known and therefore not necessary to explain. But turnover happens, new people come in, and old people forget — so I’m confident that I can do better in that department.
Finally, I categorically reject any and all assertions that I am unwilling to admit error or change my mind about an issue or point. That simply is not true. You can search my username for terms like “I stand corrected” or “I was wrong”, and you will find plenty. Nor does it require any long-winded verbal beatings or naggings to get me to admit error. It requires nothing more than a compelling argument.
Anyway, I honestly do appreciate the criticisms. If any of you ever want my criticisms of you, I’ll be happy to convey them. And Gum, you’re not going anywhere. I love you. You must stay.