I’m late in checking in, you don’t want to know about what i’ve had to go through…
living in an isolated valley area in Vermont has delayed the onslaught of the Superflu, but we weren’t immune, it’s hit us hard, and since the valley tends to concentrate things at the center, it was havoc, i’ve only been living in Vt for a couple of years (grew up in Maine), but my formerly idyllic little village suddenly lost all semblance of society, looters ran rampant, god, i had to gun down at least 4 people trying to loot my apartment, there goes my damage deposit, i guess…
(please, no offense meant, humor is my coping mechanism)
i live 3 hours away from the family home in Maine, phone lines have been down for the longest time, i had to know if anyone from home survived…
i first prepared for the trip by stopping at the local Dodge dealer and taking one of the biggest, meanest Ram 3500 4X4 Crew Cab diesels for an “extended test drive”
nice thing was, the thing still had a plowing package attached to it and a trailer hitch to the back, i figure, if i run low on fuel, i can always siphon off the 18-wheelers abandoned on the side of the road, and the plow would be handy for “clearing” any traffic jams i can’t drive around, i also stopped off at the local Yamaha dealer and picked up a couple of dual-sport bikes, just in case i need a small maneuverable vehicle, right now, they’re riding in the back of the truck
i raided (i really hate stealing, it was hard for me to do this, but i figure society as we know it is essentially gone, so “borrowing” firearms for protection is okay) the local firearms shop, grabbed all the shotshells i could, picked up a few other choice weapons, and packed them into the back of the extended cab
groceries and other nonperishables were stocked up on as well, grabbed a couple of 17" PowerBook G4’s from work (i signed them out, put them on payroll deduction, i didn’t steal them
), fully loaded with all the toys
just before i left to go home, i remembered my landlord has a full size trailer that my car fits perfectly on, so i loaded it up as well.
yes, i know, 4 vehicles (Diesel Ram, 2 motorcycles, and a Dodge Neon) is overkill for one person, but i’m bound to meet other people in need on the way to Colorado, and at the very least, i could give them protection having them ride in the Neon while it’s being towed by the Ram, it also gives me more cargo carrying capacity
i know i’m focussing on material goods that are unimportant in the grand scheme of things, once again, it’s a coping mechanism, keeping me from going mad with the reality of what’s really happening
i drove home to York, Maine, the back roads were eerily deserted, when i pulled into the house, Hannah, my Sister’s dog (a sweet, freindly mutt) started barking like mad, she didn’t recognize the truck, but as soon as i got out, i’ve never seen her that happy, i opened the doors to the house…
my worst fears confirmed, the stench of death permeated the house, i found my parents in bed, together in the rictus of death, it looks like they passed relatively peacefully, all things considered, at least they went together…i can’t go on about home, it hurts too much, i went down to our barn, why oh why did i do that, all 10 of my sister’s horses, dead, the stench was unbearable…
i had to know, i went into my Sister’s house, once again, the stench of death (will i ever get used to it, i hope i never do), my Sis, her husband and newborn daughter, all gone, why god, why…
i heard a noise from the basement, a whimpering, crying noise, i grabbed my .357, just to be safe, and opened the door to the basement…
“hello?!” i called down the stairs…
“Unca’ Russ?” came the weak reply…
Logan, yes it’s me, come on up, it’s safe
Logan, my 2 year old nephew came running up the stairs and latched onto my legs, other than being somewhat thin, seemed healthy, we went out to the truck, and i gave him full run of the groceries, it’s like he hadn’t eaten in over a week…
i fired up the tractor and began to prepare some graves, Mom and Dad i buried in the apple orchard they loved, Al, Lori, and Jade i buried by our pond, the horses were just too big, so i opened the barn doors in hopes the scavengers could get some use from them
i was faced with the unpleasant duty to tell Logan that Mom, Dad, Grandma and Grampa were dead, not sleeping, he took it quite well, in a maturity beyond his young years (he’s definitely a smart kid, he’s 2 chronologically, but easily 3 or 4, mentally), he left a favorite toy on each grave as a tribute to the family that will never get to see him grow into a man
we both got into the truck, in silence, and left for Colorado (with a quick stop at Kittery Trading Post to stock up), stopping briefly at the Nubble Light to see it one last time, funny, it’s still running, warning nonexistent ships of the dangers of the craggy Maine coastline, automated lighthouses, what a legacy to leave behind
see you all in Boulder, hopefully we can get the ski lifts running, i promised Logan i’d teach him how to ski (trying vainly to keep his mind off the horrors of burying his family, he’s too young for that)
I’ll post from the road if i can find some AirPort hotspots
Still, no dreams, yet…
Russ “MacTech” White