Quartz
August 13, 2006, 3:16pm
161
Back to the OP, I hope I’m more popular than I think I am.
Only posting in the hopes that picunurse has seen post 107, which I have been wringing my hands over for a couple of days…
Anastasaeon:
Parsing…
Was that me? Slow connection today, so I can’t go back and look unless I want to wait a half an hour, and I have to get to work. But if it was, I like you, and would like to know you more. My shyness is crippling , M ., beyond what most people understand. I’ve been getting better, or I thought I was, because of my co-workers, but then again, it might be because I have no choice but to see them. And to be quite frank, this morning, before going to work, I feel kind of ill and weird, and I don’t really want to go. But I will, because I am a productive member of society now and I am contributing to the household finances.
I am sure my actions are unintentionally maddening, but I cannot express how much I do want to see you more. I feel like crying just typing this. You know the first night I went out to trivia night? When I came home I sobbed all over my husband, and I told him I wanted to be able to do that more. I have a brave public face, even somewhat goofy, but inside I’m scared to death . I have a real problem, and I sincerely apologise if it comes across as avoiding you. I like you very much, and I hope I can keep showing up at trivia night. I always keep an eye on the trivia thread to see when you will be going, because those are the nights I want to go for sure, or at least I try to talk myself into going. So you probably didn’t know this, but you have been my crutch. If you weren’t going, there’s no chance I would go, even though I really like the others, too. You gave me that much courage, because you’ve been so kind to me. I owe you big.
I’ve emailed you three times since trivia night (and a couple times before that), but no reply, so I have to assume I’m still having trouble. I need a gmail invite. I lost mine.
Anyway, I suppose this leaves me wide open for some heavy mocking here on the boards, but I had to get it out and make sure you knew. And it will be that much more embarrassing if you either didn’t mean me, or I misunderstood your post entirely. But at least you’ll know I like you .
Oh no, I was just being silly. I like you too! I’m so sorry I didn’t check in sooner. We’re leaving for Las Vegas tomorrow so I haven’t been here much.
{{{{{Anastasaeon }}}}} please don’t feel bad. I know you like me. As soon as I get home, we’ll go out to lunch, ok?
Shadez
August 13, 2006, 4:54pm
165
I’ll join! Except this brings me one post closer to 500, ack :(.
I lurk, if you haven’t figured it out yet. I was dragged here from RL by another poster and I never really adjusted and out of spite I have decided not to talk much. Ever.
Heck, I even did a search for Shade in the other thread™ hoping I could steal some glory from that for a “misspelling”. No dice.
/S
The rest of my post got eaten by hamstermonsters. There should be: “Have a great trip!” tagged onto that. And something witty about money and Vegas and stuff.
Okay, the witty part wasn’t there. But the “have a great trip” part was.
Ironically, I’d like to nominate myself for this thread (despite starting the other one!) since the vast majority of my posts here either go unacknowledged, people vehemently disagree with me, or I end up killing the thread…
Shadez:
I’ll join! Except this brings me one post closer to 500, ack :(.
I lurk, if you haven’t figured it out yet. I was dragged here from RL by another poster and I never really adjusted and out of spite I have decided not to talk much. Ever.
Heck, I even did a search for Shade in the other thread™ hoping I could steal some glory from that for a “misspelling”. No dice.
/S
Come back, Shadez ! Come back!
Ironically, I’d like to nominate myself for this thread (despite starting the other one!) since the vast majority of my posts here either go unacknowledged, people vehemently disagree with me, or I end up killing the thread…
Not so fast, buster. Put’em up.
(Whatever gun I have, I fantasize I went back in time and asked you what the best hold-up-the-bad-guy gun should be, so now you cannot stop me)
gabriela:
Not so fast, buster. Put’em up.
(Whatever gun I have, I fantasize I went back in time and asked you what the best hold-up-the-bad-guy gun should be, so now you cannot stop me)
Wait… so that means you fantasise about me, right?
At least about possessing your wealth of knowledge.
Bloodlust might enter into it somewhere, too…
Now you’ve piqued my interest.
Do elaborate…
Ironically, I’d like to nominate myself for this thread (despite starting the other one!) since the vast majority of my posts here either go unacknowledged, people vehemently disagree with me, or I end up killing the thread…
You can’t do that. When I saw the current gun thread in IMHO, I was specifically looking forward to yours and Airman Doors’s posts on the topic.