See, this I simply do not understand. I don’t mean to be dismissive, but what you are saying makes no sense in my mind. What is this “greater will” you speak of? If you simply mean the laws of physics or somesuch, then I’ll agree with you. But that would be the most ungodlike god imaginable.
And describing life as a trial. Well, I guess I agree that it is a challenge, but not a contest to win entry into someplace else.
I was actually discussing this yesterday with my wife. We were hiking through a state park. The spring ephemerals were all over, trees and bushes were budding out, and the birds were singing like crazy. All around me I saw things that interested me greatly - the different plants - mosses, ferns, horsetails, flowering plants. Trying to identify birds by their songs. We saw a ton of fish heading down a stream towards a larger river - what was going on there? And the rocks in the canyons we were hiking through. How did these limestones form, and how were they lifted up to be where they now are?
Someone could spend their entire life simply studying these couple thousand acres, and keep finding new things to learn. And in the process, they would acquire knowledge that was actually based upon observable, testable reality. I contrast that to someone who reads the Bible or Koran over and over, studying and applying a mythology - Christian or other. To me a belief in a G/god, or a “greater will” - is simply a mythology. Can be entertaining, can provide comfort, but hardly different from a daydream or a fantasy.
I asked my wife why people needed a “purpose” other than trying to decide what constitutes “a good life”, and then working to lead such a life. She did not have an answer. Do you?
Yes, leading a good life (however you define it) can be a trial. But it is worth aspiring towards not because it will gain you admittance to an afterlife. If there is an afterlife (which I doubt) and I am denied admittance despite my efforts to lead the best possible life, well, I’d rather take my chances with that than to lead my life in some way or another in the hopes that that led to some eventual payoff.
How does the saying go - a life well lived is its own reward? That I believe.