This is going to be long, bear with me
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As of now, I’ve been out of a job for about 7 months. I’ve filled out countless applications, spent God knows how long looking for anyplace that’s hiring, and really, have just been working my ass off just trying to get at least an interview. Well now I’ve got about two. I may be getting a call for an interview from the local Cocoa Village Playhouse within the next ten days of next month. I was called into one interview at the Playhouse to work at the box office about three weeks ago. All went well, and they told me that the director would be giving me the second interview, and that the first interview was given mainly to screen certain people out. I’m confident I’ll get the second call for the interview when the time comes. Now this is finals week, and I have 4 days to write two essays, finish a make up/take home exam for my Humanities class, study for two finals, and read a chapter in one of my books and take an online test in what I just learned.
I read the chapter, took the test (got an A), tried to answer at least one of the questions from my take home make-up exam only to discover that the I need a book called The Western Humanities on hand to find the answers and that the book is nonexsistant in my county (finding that out took half a day), learned that Karl Marx (whom I’m doing one of my essays on) is a very difficult man to learn about and that I should have just picked a painter to write about. After reading a book about him, and glancing at a few articles, webpages, and pages of other books, I still don’t even know just what the hell it was that he’s known for and what it was that he believed. I know he was conservative, from the working class, wasn’t very succsefull in life, had 7 kids, the name of his colleague, and that he was very miserable when he died, as well as a few other small details. I know that there’s a lot more stuff about him to write about, and knowing this just made me feel like I spent a good two hours studying one piece of a 1000 piece puzzle. I feel like I should have taken a college class about him and his teachings before attempting to write about him.
The second essay I still have two days to begin and finish, which I wouldn’t be so worried about if it had been able to (A) find the damned The Western Humanites book I need to finish my take home make up exam or humanities website that might provide some answers, and (B) Find a book or website that provided a easier way to learn about Marx. Oi.
Now back to the job hunt. My answering machine has a message from a manager at Publix that works in the meat department saying that he wants to come down to the store. This is good, but he couldn’t have possibly called at a worst time. I have tons of homework to do, and I was kinda looking forward to getting a job from the Playhouse. I’m sure the job at Publix would pay more, but it probably won’t give me any experience working with customers, which is something I really really need. My first job was a line cook at a resteraunt, and after getting laid off from that gig I suffered for not having any experience with customers and couldn’t get a job for the life of me. Plus, I’m not sure I want to work with food again. However, if it’s the only job available to me, I’ll take it with gusto, but I won’t be sure if it’s the only one available for about 2 and a half more weeks. Is there any way to tell a potential employer that you’re interested in a job he’s offering but you won’t know if you can take the position for about two and a half weeks? I want a job at the theater, but I don’t want to turn down the Publix job in case I don’t get the theater one. What can I do/say without looking like a jackass?
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wow. This post is unneccesarily long. I need a private editor for messages I make on forums.
Oh, and if anyone here know’s of any good link to sites about Karl Marx and Marxism, or Humanities, leave a link! 
