Now for the truly mundane:
It is freaking GORGEOUS outside. Absolutely splendid. Not a cloud in the sky, 70 degrees and sunny. Even I, Winter Girl, has to be in love with today.
Yet, I am stuck in my apartment falling deep into the depths of CABIN FEVER!
See, I’m waiting for my boyfriend to get home. He’s a caddy at a country club and so he never knows when he’ll get home. For a scheduling nazi like myself, this is infuriating. We can never plan anything for the weekends, because he never knows when the hell he’s going to get home. Could be noon, could be 5. It’s enough to drive a nice girl like me absolutely batshit crazy. The past few months he’s been home by noon every day. So I told him I wanted to go hiking today. I’m DYING to go hiking. My body, it ACHES, to hike. All my friends either live too far away or are busy with their families (I seem to be the last childless member of my group of friends) to do anything with such short notice.
I haven’t gone to the gym, gone shopping, or done any other errands, you wanna know why? Because I’ve been waiting for him to get his ass home! It sucks when you have no clue when someone is going to get home. I can’t call him because he’s out on the greens. I’ve been waiting since about 11. It’s now almost 4. I am slowly feeling myself actually losing my mind. It’s looking like we won’t have time for a good hike anyway.
Yeah yeah, I know, if I REALLY wanted to be outside I can just drag my sorry butt out there. But I keep thinking the minute I leave, HE’LL COME HOME. It’s starting to PISS ME OFF. And I can’t get mad at him because it’s not his fault. Which makes me even MADDER because I have no one to vent to! I have succeeded in completely wasting this entire day. I’ve tried to do my taxes and the stupid software won’t work. Wasted about 3 hours on it. I can’t even bear to open my con law textbook. I don’t want to leave the house for the abovementioned reasons. I want to start crying looking at this absolutely gorgeous day that I’ve spent INDOORS, WASTING TIME.
IT’S DRIVING ME FREAKING INSANE!!!