Waddled this morning. It was nice, though it would’ve been nicer outside. I’m creating a vicious cycle of coffee drinking in the afternoon. I passed out on the couch yesterday afternoon around 4 while listening to a podcast, woke up, drank coffee & went about the evening, couldn’t sleep well last night and now I’m exhausted but determined not to repeat.
Dad is getting worse. He keeps thinking he’s in the small town in Indiana where I was born when he’s lucid enough, and has trouble walking. Showering is exhausting for him, and his days and nights are switched. I wish I could help, but I can’t. I’ll go up there as soon as I can, but I’m not sure how much of me is still in his memory - he always favored my sister (they were just closer), so hopefully he’ll get to see her and know her (even if vaguely) before more of him is gone.
Anyway…the day is sunny and way warmer than it ought to be. I might go for another walk this afternoon. Just a few of us are heads down at work, and my boss is really pushing me to take time off.
