Hi guys,
I’m super bugged about this and not sure what to do.
Mr. smaje and I have a gorgeous, wonderful baby, aptly named baby smaje. She’s almost 23 months and really well behaved, fun, sweet, goofy. But she’s still a 23-month-old, so she does also stuff that’s really annoying: dropping food on the floor on purpose, trying to grab the tv remotes (she loves those remotes), refusing to pick up her crayons.
I am not a patient person. I am a tense, often angry person. But this baby melts my butter and I find that I can be almost infinitely patient with her. I very rarely get angry with her; and when I do, she gets a time-out in the crib and I get a time-out in the other room, so we can both calm down. If she throws food on the floor, I calmly tell her “no” and explain why not, and if she keeps doing it, she gets a time out. No yelling, just calm but firm.
Mr. smaje, however, has recently started snapping at her. He raises his voice with a big “NO!” sometimes and it seems to shake her to her baby core. He thinks she’s “testing” him when she does someone wrong over and over. To be fair, she gets this evil glint in her eye sometimes, and it does seem that she knows what she’s doing is wrong – but if she is testing us, I feel like we just need to be firm and repetitive.
I want to save the yelling for when she wanders into the street and I have to scream “NO!” Or if she’s about to touch the hot stove: “NO!” But Mr. smaje is doing it for small things.
Mr. smaje has been “snapping” at her about 2-3 times per week, for what I consider to be small infractions. I’ve spoken with him about it twice. I told him that as a female, the scariest thing in the world to me growing up was when my dad raised his voice at me. Daddies can be big and scary when they yell (I mean, all parents can be big and scary when they yell – this is just my personal experience growing up with a dad who would be mostly calm and then freak the f**k out about stuff). Mr. smaje appeared to agree with me, but last night he snapped at her again.
It makes her sad and scared, and it makes me super sad and angry. Again, he is an AMAZING dad and baby smaje adores him, but I’m worried that this is turning into a habit. And that baby smaje will end up feeling scared of him the way I was scared of my dad as a kid. We are running a very loving household, with many kind words and hugs. I just feel like this snapping has come out of nowhere, but needs to go away fast.
Any suggestions?
Just a note: Mr. smaje does not come from an abusive family at all – I’ve never heard either of his parents raise their voice in anger. I come from an extremely emotionally fluffed-up family, where shouting and screaming were common.