Hubby and I are hermits. We don’t socialize much. We’re very private people. We prefer it this way. We do occasionally have people over to our house, but it’s always by advance invitation.
Tonight the doorbell rang. The fact that it rang at all told me` instantly that it was not a family member, nor a close friend. Any of those would know not to “just drop by.” Even my mother doesn’t do that.
I didn’t answer it. The bell rang twice more, and then the person began hammering on it. A pause, then more of that instistant pounding. Had I opened the door, it would have been to hiss, “Asshole, I heard you. There’s no way I could not have heard you. Both dogs are barking at the tops of their lungs. People in Alaska could hear you.” Christ, what ego to assume the only possible reason why I wouldn’t fly down the stairs and wrench open the door to answer their summons was that I didn’t hear it!
Whoever you were, if I wanted to see you or talk to you, I would have made arrangements to do so. The surprise gift of your presence is not as pleasing as you think it is.
I am in my pajamas, reading a book. I am not dressed to recieve company, nor am I in the mood. The house is a bit disordered. My husband is in bed with the flu. I am not going to interrupt our quiet evening and drag him out of bed, so he can sit bleary-eyed listening to you talk about what so-and-so said, and what such-and-such did in response, while I stand, awkardly offering drinks in my bathrobe and feeling embarassed about the clutter.
Those that know us understand that we cherish our privacy. They understand that we’re happy to have visitors for the evening, but we must know in advance so we can prepare and be comfortable.
Because it wasn’t a loved one or friend, it probably was one of several people:
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A salesman, whom I would have refused anyway. If I want to buy something, I’ll travel the quarter mile to downtown and purchase it. I don’t open the door for salesmen because it’s a waste of time for both of us. I rarely open the door for strangers, unless they’re wearing a uniform or have a badge visible from my peep hole.
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My neighbor, with whom I go great lengths to avoid talking. It’s not that she’s unpleasant or rude, it’s just that she won’t shut up. Getting caught by her on my way out to the car to go to work is an ordeal. Even if you tell her you’re terribly late, she keeps yapping. I once did something incredibly rude when I could stay absolutely no longer: I abruptly turned walked away from her. She simply blathered on as she trotted behind me.
The worst part is that she knows people don’t want to talk to her, so she talks faster so she can get out all that she wants to say before her audience escapes. We know her ex-husband. He says their marriage ended not because she’s a bad person or anything, but because in thirteen years, she never once shut up.
She probably wanted to ask me if I want her son to mow my lawn again. That would have taken at least thirty minutes, I’m sure.
- One of my husband’s subordinates from work, who, almost every evening, have something which cannot possibly wait until morning. 98% of the time, it can. Some of the time, it’s something as paltry as wanting to be the first to relate workplace gossip.
First, our home phone will ring. Then, his cell phone will ring, then, possibly, the doorbell. Everyone thinks they’re top priority, and are supremely confident that my husband will be as upset/excited/angry/happy/interested as they are.
Some people complain that we don’t answer the phone. Who decreed that we have to do so? We have an answering machine, and we will call you back if we chose to do so.* You do not have constant access rights to us. *
I listen to the messages immediately after they are left. Sometimes we call back immediately. Other times, we do not return the call at all. It’s my opinon that should be our choice. It does not change our minds if you leave multiple messages. (What? Do you think the first three did not get delivered?) If we did not answer the phone the first time, calling repeatedly and hanging up before the machine answers does not make us do so.
In short, fucking leave us alone. Yes, if you have a problem, feel free to inform us of it. Call, leave a message, and consider your obligation fulfilled. It is duly noted. Nothing will likely be done about it until tomorrow, anyway.