I agree – it is creepy, unusual, bizarre, and does not make sense. Nevertheless, it is part (not all, mind you) of what I am, and has been since I was a prepubescent.
Sleeping women – a little bit of a turn-on, (any pic of an attractive woman in any situation is nice) but the feeling is much more intense when my “triggers” are present. The triggers include : the woman being a superheroine in a skimpy outfit, a knockout of any sort (as long as it is not presented in a realistic fashion that results in blood and bruises), a nice, well-lit carry scene, followed by a bondage scene.
I do not need anything overtly sexual to happen in my KO scenario. I know that sounds strange to most people, but paraphilias do not have to make sense.
In my mind, my heroines always escape or are rescued somehow, and wind up beating and capturing the villain. I do not have my artists depict the escape/villain beatdown, because I like to imagine a slightly different scenario for each “session”. I just have them draw that part of the adventure that turns me on sexually.
As for what is wrong with me – I suppose the answer would be “Plenty!”
Oh, come on, I’m really good with ropes. You wouldn’t be aware you were wearing anything at all … like that bra commercial ad they used to run … only mildly kinkier.
Johnny, you continually astound me with your intelligent, sensitive analysis of my demented psyche. You seem like such a caring person. This sick, sad, sorry world needs more people like you. Have you ever thought of running for President?
I guess my rape fantasies mean I’ve persuaded actuaul rape many times.
Everyone’s fantasies are weird to other people. Like their,desire to eat mushrooms(ick!).He has said ad infinitem he would never act on it and moreover everv encorags other people not to take it too far farther. Most people think about things that would make your toenails curl. (Perhapes you sholdn’t leave the house!) Tit for tat. What do you fantisies about?
I keep hearing this about Evil Captor, but I’ve never seen him say anything about bondage (or whatever) in any thread except those where people have already brought it up. I’m assuming I’ve missed some old threads where he actually did bring it up, perhaps from the before time, in the long long ago. Can anybody supply me with links to threads where I can read about EC’s sick twisted … uh … sicktwistedism?
I’ve been kind of following this thread since the beginning and I have to say, that the pitter comes across as sad, while the pittee comes across as pretty fucking well adjusted. He has a kink, is okay with it, doesn’t bother other people, and seems pretty damn cheerful about the whole thing.