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To Johnny Hildo :
I cannot blame you for getting a bit skeeved out by my fetish. As others have pointed out, it is different and creepy. There is plenty of real-life violence against women going on in this world, and I figure that it is normal to be at least a bit creeped out by someone who fantasizes about knocking women out. It is simply not normal to have these fantasies.
And yet – I have had them for as long as I can remember. As stated before, I am a paraphiliac who has substituted a forbidden activity for normal sex. The knockout/capture does not lead to sex – it replaces it.
I have never particularly enjoyed kissing, and I do not find genitalia visually attractive. I have only dated three women in my entire life – we actually got along very well, but the relationships fizzled out for various reasons. I have never had sex – at least as “normal” people define sex.
I was raised by a very loving mother. My father died a few weeks after I was born, so I never knew him. Perhaps the absence of a father figure could be a contributing factor to developing odd fetishes.
I was raised in a fundamentalist household (Church of Christ). Even though I was extremely skeptical about many tenets of conventional religion from a pretty early age, I internalized the “don’ts” pretty well – no drinking, no cursing, no sex outside of marriage, etc. I have considered that this upbringing could definitely be a factor in my perversity.
The fact that I have this unusual fetish once bothered me a bit more than it does now – although it never bothered me that much, since I do not have a “tortured soul” mentality. I eventually figured out that, since I actually get along very well with women in real life, and have zero desire to harm anyone, I did not need to worry about my KO fetish.
I do realize that I am an unusual person. I am sure that there are individuals with my exact same fetishes who have decided to act on them in real life, and as a consequence became serial killers. At one of the sites that I frequent, the “Chloroforum”, we regularly have folks that inquire about obtaining real chloroform. We have to tell them that we only like the fantasy aspect of KO scenes, and have no desire to harm anyone. We attempt to dissuade them from taking the fetish to the next step, since chloroform is a dangerous substance and can lead to death.
Well, this has been a long post. And I have used no exclamation points. I hope that I have enlightened you about my bizarre and deviant sexual desires.
Take care.
gytalf2000
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You sad, pathetic bitch. Big fuckin surprise that a boy like you has mommy issues.
Also, several Dopers seem to have rape fetishes. Alert your neighborhood to these pathetic slaptards.
[QUOTE=gytralf2000]
Sleeping women – a little bit of a turn-on, (any pic of an attractive woman in any situation is nice) but the feeling is much more intense when my “triggers” are present. The triggers include : the woman being a superheroine in a skimpy outfit, a knockout of any sort (as long as it is not presented in a realistic fashion that results in blood and bruises), a nice, well-lit carry scene, followed by a bondage scene.
I do not need anything overtly sexual to happen in my KO scenario. I know that sounds strange to most people, but paraphilias do not have to make sense.
In my mind, my heroines always escape or are rescued somehow, and wind up beating and capturing the villain. I do not have my artists depict the escape/villain beatdown, because I like to imagine a slightly different scenario for each “session”. I just have them draw that part of the adventure that turns me on sexually.
As for what is wrong with me – I suppose the answer would be “Plenty!”
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You creepy fuckin Mary. If there’s not bodies in your freezer right now, I’ll eat my fuckin hat. Tell us more about your rape fantasies, bitch.