I am reviving an old thread from several years ago in the vain of explaining sexual “kinks”.
I have always been turned on by “knockout” scenes in mainstream television and movies when they involve attractive female characters. I love watching superheroines, spy girls like Emma Peel from The Avengers and other strong female characters rendered unconscious. When I was less than ten years old I recall being “excited” by scenes where Batgirl and Wonder Woman were gassed unconscious before I was even aware that it was sexually arousing. When I hit puberty I begain watching re runs of The Avengers and watching the strong, witty, capable Emma Peel knocked out with gas or chloroform turned me on like nothing else. I prefer these scenes even over more traditional pornography (which has little appeal to me).
I used to worry that there was something wrong with me, that I was deeply hostile to women but I have always got along fabulously with women and real violence (blood, cuts, bruises) is a complete turn-off to me. I prefer the relatively non-violent knockouts (as non-violent as possible at least). Also I have no desire whatsoever to actually act out on this fantasy in real life. It is strictly a fantasy I have always had and seems to be a fundamental aspect of my sexuality.
Also I fantasize about being on both sides of this fantasy. Meaning at times I imagine myself as the villain rendering the heroine unconscious and at times I imagine myself as the sexy damsel being knocked out and captured. Both fantasies are equally arousing to me.
So, how odd is this? Would someone care to psychoanalyze this fetish? It has puzzled me for as long as I can remember.