Most of my relatives are (from my parents’s generation on back).
My father, in the privacy of his own home, calls blacks “spades.” (Gee, thanks for saving that all up for us, Dad.) I’m stunned, because he’s so incredibly liberal, enlightened, and intelligent about pretty much everything else.
My mother is, kind of. She knows it’s wrong, and is embarrassed by it, but occasionally it just kind of pops into her mind when she’s annoyed at someone who isn’t white. She never says it to anyone’s face, and she’s deeply chagrined by it, but she admits to us that racist thoughts occur to her. I think this is a result of having grown up in a Maryland backwater at a time when schools were still segregated and the black people she knew either cleaned house for the white folks or worked at the Black & Decker plant. Mom’s a college professor and, like Dad, is very smart, liberal, and open-minded about nearly everything else.
Mom’s brother Earl is a real Alabama redneck. He’ll go on and on about how lazy black people are to this day. He once told me, “If you ever bring home a black boyfriend, I’m gonna be mad.” His wife, my Aunt Joanne, quickly jumped in with, “As if she cares what you think, Earl.” (I love Aunt Joanne.
) Uncle Earl is like a lot of guys of his generation–bigoted and hard-headed, but also a likeable and quite bright man in other respects.
Dad’s brother Paul believes Swedes are God’s chosen people. He hates black people with a passion but claims to love the Vietnamese and Hmong immigrants he works with because they have such a good work ethic. He actually tells them, “I like Asians–don’t worry, I’m not prejudiced against you. It’s just the n----rs I can’t stand.” :rolleyes: He is a certifiable doofus in all areas of his life.
Oh, and he’s got something against Italians, too. I don’t know what he said to my Dad’s sister Alice, but she isn’t speaking to him ever again. Alice married an Italian-American man and had two kids with him. Alice’s son married an Italian-American woman who’s family still speaks Italian. My relatives all find this amusing and bizarre.
Dad’s brother John married a Lebanese woman. Everyone on that side of the family thinks their culture is odd, that her family is odd and rude and rather annoying, and that this is due to their being “Ay-rabs.” They resent the time my cousins spend with their mother’s family. (My aunt is definitely annoying, but it’s not a cultural thing.)
The live-in nurse who takes care of my grandparents is a Polish immigrant. All the relatives on Dad’s side of the family called her “the Polish lady” when they talked about her–not by her name. I finally yelled at my parents, “What is this woman’s name? Doesn’t she have a name? Why can’t we call her by her goddamned name? Do you realize how awful you sound?” My mother was embarrassed to realize what they’d been doing. Dad’s side of the family found nothing wrong with it. They started calling her “Irene”, though, once they got to know her and realized she is a great person. :rolleyes: (I am fairly sure her real name is Irina, but that would be too ethnic for my grandparents.)
Everyone on Dad’s side of the family is pretty uneducated and ignorant.
Being at family gatherings often makes me feel queasy.