This week has been one of the most stressful weeks of my life. First off last Saturday, after a stressful week before, I drove 6 hours to visit family, then came home. On Sunday, my grandparents visited so I had to tidy up my living quarters–so I didn’t get to relax much last weekend. Then I had to study for a couple of tests I had this week. This whole week I haven’t been able to relax, I’ve only gotten a couple hours of sleep every night. I have a lot of cash in the stock market; The stock market irrationality and volitility has been driving me nutz. Even though I made a few moves earlier in the week that saved me from losing about 6000 dollars in gains. I can hardly hang out with my RL friends, lately, because they’re too busy to do anything. I can’t record my music because all my equipment is crammed in this side office, I don’t currently have my hang out pad because it’s being renovated (at least it’s supposed to be renovated although not a damn thing has been done in the past 2 weeks). People havn’t returned my calls this week and on top of it all I can’t score a bag of weed to help me chill out. 
Then today, because I was lacking sleep, I slept through my morning class. I just woke up at 1:00 and still am stressed. I’m doing something I never do during the day, I’m drinking. Oh well I don’t have much to do…or feel like doing anything at all. 