And the worst thing is … people think I am Chinese.
I am actually not… My grandmother is Japanese and I am originally from South Korea.
I am not being racist but I HATE CHINESE CULTURE AND PEOPLE.
They are rude, smelly and loud. They never seem to care about nature making too much pollution too many people, and crazy environment!! In Korea, you get polluted dirty dust from China sometimes and it affects your health negatively as you can imagine.
Also many times, they do fraud / copy other stuff without any guilty!
These things annoys me all the time. Now I am in Europe and I see many Chinese people here. THEY ARE MAKING A NEGATIVE IMPRESSION ON ASIAN PEOPLE! AND EUROPEAN PEOPLE CANT RECOGNIZE WHO IS FROM CHINA / JAPAN / KOREA. They think everyone is the same! SO SIMPLY call them to Chinese.
As I said before. Chinese people just make me to hate them. Every time when people talk about me and say I am Chinese, I feel like I wanna go back to my country where I never get any bad experience like this.
The sad thing is that design is not that popular in Korea. (People do not care about design that much. Well, more precisely they are more fond of commercial designs than artistic designs which I am doing.)
So that is the reason why I am in Europe. Because artistic products seem to get better respect from people who buy it.
I started to hate being Asian and Chinese people. They annoys me and make so many racist.
Now, I really feel depressed. There are many racist people in my company and sometimes make fun of me. They just don’t like me as who I am and just don’t even try to talk to me looking at me like a strange alien.
I hate that I look alike with Chinese people. I will be very appreciate with any opinions or advice. Thanks.