I have so much to say...

Would you feel any safer using (for example) a free machine at the library, rather than your home computer?
It also might help to search for other threads on your topic, as then you might be able to guess how the board will react. …or maybe you’ll find an answer in an old thread.
A lot of people use this board to talk about things they can *not *speak of in real life. It’s ok, really. Just as an example, one of our longtime posters wrote:

You can read the whole thread here, and if it doesn’t scare you away from here…well, a lot of other things might. But we’re mostly ok.