It is with a divided heart that I make the following announcement. Please, hold your applause and/or boos till the end.
Yes folks… the most recent addition to the Bay Area Dopers (or BAD’s as it were) is packing up her toys and going home.
In a nutshell, California has kicked my ass. I’ve had some really good times here and met some amazing people, both from the boards, and not. I’ve also had some pretty awful times here, but we won’t get into those. I truly will miss the Bay Area, and the people I’ve met. I wish I could pack you all up and take you with me.
What it came down to is the realization that I’m tired. I’ve been fighting ever since I got here, and I’m tired of it. Going home isn’t quite admitting defeat, though. Or at least I don’t see it that way. I’m going back to a place I know, a place I love, a place I can find my way with a little bit of support from my friends and family. A place I can afford to live without having to worry quite so much about where my next car payment is going to come from. Mostly, I miss my friends and my family, and don’t want to be 3,000 miles from them anymore.
BAD’s… what can I say. I love you guys, and will miss the hell out of you. You are all responsible for the majority of my good times out here, and without a lot of you, I would have felt pretty lost and alone. So thank you. All of you.
Oh, and I’m bringing virtee with me. He’s sick of living in Silicon Valley, and is looking forward to moving back East. He’s got family in Virginia, and has already had a few promising job offers. I probably would have stayed here with him, if he wasn’t willing to move. But being the amazing person he is, he’s willing to leave his home for me.
Not sure exactly what the timetable is yet, but my job ends July 30th, so I figure sometime shortly after that, beginning of August maybe, I’ll head back East. Not looking forward to the drive, but maybe I’ll take a different route this time. Rt. 80 is hella boring.
So thanks, California. You proved to me that I was stronger than I realized I was… just not quite strong enough. I’m going home.