Wally: thanks for your kind words. Yes, I am fine and no, it’s a legitimate question that relates to the discussion. I thought hard before posting it in a public forum, and knew it could raise questions.
I’ll try to keep my response very on-topic so it doesn’t sound like some vomitous Mary Worth soap opera.
Yes the relationships did start online and then become full fledged affairs. The first affair I discovered by accident; I was home at an unusual time and accidently intercepted a phone call. BTW, I was numb but the woman was shocked, guilt ridden and yes, heartbroken. You see, the Ex had done a masterly job. He had proposed marriage, picked out a ring, planned Christmas with her, etc. She had no idea, and absolutely no reason to suspect lying on that scale.
I never blamed her in the least, and tried to get her to see that she was the sinned against, not the sinner. She was devestated, though, and I’m sure she’ll carry the scars and disillusionment for a long time.
BTW, the Ex travelled frequently “on business”, which was one huge factor in his success in deception. That is a huge factor in considering the net’s role in this.
The second affair showed up at the door after I had booted the Ex out.( Incidentally, I supported us both, so I could kick him out without guilt or indebtedness.) This one he had met in a chat room dedicated to, shall we say, slightly offbeat sexual practices. No, no sheep or Sheland ponies (that I know of) but folks who stun me, at least, with their blithe disregard for AIDS, etc.
This net honey was shocked, yes, but it’s worth noting that she pursued the relationship. As a bizarre footnote, she called ME a few months later, bemoaning that the affair didn’t work out. That little conversation really taxed my ingenuity and manners. It would make a great thread, though: is cluelessness a disability?
To wrap up, Satan and previous posters found the crucial factor: distance vs propinquity. It’s possible to become AWARE of someone on the net, but the only–repeat, only–way to know if the relationship is viable is to spend time together. There is simply no getting around the factor of distance.
I shared this tedious saga of the Ex as a worst-case example. His type of romantic predator is rare–I hope! At worst, the net made his deception easier, and probably last longer. I am fine: it was like living in prison and not knowing it until, poof! doors swung open. I applied for, and miraculously got, a promotion at work so I’m financially better than I’ve ever been. I’m too busy, with honest problems and stresses, to look back much.
But it genuinely bothers me is that the Ex is still out there, cruising the net like a shark. He and the minority like him prey on people who just want love and to believe the best of others. Mixing metaphors here, I wish there were a way to hang the historical leper’s bell on him: unclean! unclean!
If you haven’t committed hari kari by now out of pure boredom (ever see “Airplane”?), this situation is why I responded to Chief Scott the way I did. Someone who proudly praises his love on line and invites her to “listen in” is nowhere near the danger zone. Happily slinging BS and actually living together are literally separate universes. I hope that all works out.
Anyway, that’s the scoop. Sorry for the length of it.
Veb