This topic was partially inspired by this thread, but I didn’t want to hijack it…
First, a little personal background to set the scene…
I was born Jewish, but my parents converted to Christianity when I was very young and I was raised in a fairly strict Christian household. I always thought the beliefs of the church in which I was raised were “good” insofar as they taught people to be kind to one another, helped people find solace and comfort in times of need, and instilled people with a sense of purpose in life. However, I never managed to find any faith in the any of the underlying core beliefs.
In general, despite much seeking and soul searching, I never managed to believe in the existence of God (at least not in the sense of a supreme being who created the universe and then revealed his word to various prophets over the years). Ditto for Christ – I could accept that there might have been a man by that name who taught some good things, but I could never muster any belief in the idea that he was the literal son of God, that he died for our sins, that he was coming back some day, etc. And I also have never felt particularly “spiritual.” I can accept that there might be “something” out there beyond that which can be explained through rationalism, but this has zero impact on my life.
I stayed a “faithful” member of my church for many years, mostly because I didn’t want to rock to boat with my family and friends. In my late 20s, however, I finally decided that it was hypocritical for me to go to church every week and pretend that I believed what the church taught, and so I stopped going to church and haven’t been back in many years. I don’t have any bitter feelings toward the church – I merely don’t believe in its teachings and therefore see no reason to go.
My wife, on the other hand, was raised in a completely non-religious culture (communist China). Her parents taught her to be a good person and instilled within her a strong sense of morality, but there was no mention of God whatsoever. God and Christ are literally foreign concepts to her.
Here’s the kicker, though… My wife has met some friends and co-workers who have been urging her to come to church with them, and my wife thinks it would be a good idea for us to go. Not because my wife suddenly believes in God and Christ, mind you, but simply because she thinks it would be a good way to meet people, have a social life, etc. Now, I am appalled at the idea of attending a church whose core beliefs I do not share, merely to socialize, especially since most religious services I’ve attended (of various faiths) do involve some sort of affirmation of belief. My wife, however, doesn’t see the big deal, and she claims that there are probably lots of people who attend church without really believing what the church teaches.
It would be nice, I suppose, if we could find a group of people we like who affirmed the inherent goodness of man without reference to diety or spirituality. Even the Universalist/Unitarian (considered by many to be the least religious of all so-called religions) services I have attended, however, struck me as far too spiritually oriented for my tastes, and the fact that they had all the trappings of a traditional religion (albeit without the substance) left a bad taste in my mouth. (Of course, even if we did find such a group, I would have to deal with my dislike for getting up early on Sunday mornings, but I digress…)
So anyway, that’s the story. And now I ask you, the Teeming Millions, what your thoughts are on this topic. Is it hypocritical to attend a church whose core beliefs you don’t share? Does it make it any better if you don’t affirmatively claim to share those beliefs? And does anybody know of any organizations such as the hypothetical one I described, i.e., one that provides the social benefits of church membership without the religious trappings?
Regards,
Barry