This will not interest you satan, so dont read anyfarther…we promis not to talk about you, you wont miss anything at all.
On Tuesday the 14th, shitboy’s employer paid his child support to Family court, and is now paid up to date. There should be no further trouble with it.(me crossing my fingers-knocking wood)
Last night at the grocery store, me & the boys ran into shitboys sister- Shitgirl. Ted, my oldest (8yrs) gave her a hug, and asked he " have you seen my D-a-d?" (he spells it, so the younger one doesnt get upset) I immediately said “Ted, dont be doing that, that’s not right” (he knows better than to put people on the spto, and I didnt want shitgirl to think I had put him up to it) She stammered how she hadnt seen him (total and complete BULLSHIT!! ) and split. Then on the way out, she flagged me down and asked me what street we had moved to (in JULY!) I told her. I doubt she will come visit- (she hates me, its mutual)
But I wouldnt be suprised if they drive by to ‘check out’ the place. Frankies birthday was almost 2 weeks ago, and still not a peep out of the whole Shitfamily.
Now that the $$ is paid, he will visit soon, or never again, it will be one or the other.
My mom called from Nashville last night.(I miss her so bad!) She went to Dollywood yesterday, and she was demonstrating how they talk-Y’all…etc- and she sounded GREAT!
She was definitely having a ball, and they are going to the Grand Old Opry on sat night, its televised, so my grammy is gonna tape it for everyone ( I dont get that channel) Our local CM radio station talks every morning to Al Winter, out of Nashville, and I called this morning and asked the radio guys if they would pass along my moms story, and her name to see if he could get someone at the Opry to say hi to her…Its a huge longshot, but stranger things have happened, and she would get a huge thrill out of it. Anyway,I tried.
This last week I have been so lost with her away, I usually call her a few times a day to talk, or just say hi. Now I wonder how I will possibly be able to manage the rest of my life when she is really gone. I have been torturing myself for days with these horrible fantasies of what might happen to my Dad. I am now terrified of loosing him too…I spoke to my brother and he too has thought alot about mom & stuff this week.I know this is all because we cant see her right now, and it is the way of the subconcious or something to bring this stuff out. I will be so glad when she gets home, I am gonna give her a big hug whether she likes it or not! ( mom doesnt like to be touched)
Anyhoo, she feels great, and treatment is going well, so I havent given up, it is just more real this week.
Its Friday, and thats great, this weekend, soem of my friends are coming over to watch a movie…I am open to suggestions.