Life drives me nuts sometimes..

Sometimes I wonder about my life. This weekend has been full of ups and downs. Overall I think I’m doing good though when I weigh the pros and cons…

Stuff that’s happened:

Met a cute guy
Pro: I’ve known him and some of his friends for a bit and he seems nice so I gave him my number the other day when he asked for it.
Con: I’m confused as hell with my feelings about my roomie who I’m half in love with even though I look at other guys admiringly.

Shaggy is moving out with no notice whatsoever
Pro: No more putting up with his crap, and calls from one guy I have had problems with who just happens to be his best friend. Plus I get my own room now.
Con: We have to come up with 312.50 to cover his share of the rent, both of us have already paid our shares and are broke because we have other bills and such as well. (No Christmas presents this year for my family I think, not if I want to continue to have a roof over my head)

Found a job
Pro: Got called today which made it come as a blessing as I desperately need the money now.
Con: Less time to go out/hang out but I haven’t been doing that lately anyway because of the tight money thing. As I’m working at a mall it means my hours are conductive to being able to go out afterwards if I can spare a few bucks so it’s not too much of a con.

Soo overall I’d say I’m doing decently. It’s just some of these things just kinda jumped on me and left me reeling. I’m regaining equilibreum though.