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What did the counselor want? to know if I’m on drugs/posessed/anorexic/seriously ill. Apparently “some” of my friends went to her and said they were worried because I’ve lost some weight, I’m sick a lot, I haven’t “been [my]self lately” etc. and I scared them. I told her I’m fine- she can call my mom and confirm that I’m not sick, she can drug test me if she wants because I’m not on drugs… she didn’t exactly believe me and told me to ask my mom to take me to a therapist. :rolleyes: been there, done that, don’t really have time for it anymore unless there’s a therapist who’s open at 10:30 PM. I’m not saying a word about it to my mom. don’t want to go to any more therapists.
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When I was a senior in high school, my typical day went something like this: Wake up at 7:00, roll out of bed, go to the bus stop, school all day, followed by either a rehearsal or work. Home for ten minutes to stuff my face with something, back to school for another sort of rehearsal (I was in the marching band, the concert choir, the show choir, the jazz choir, and one of the directors of the drama club, which had nothing to do with the spring musical, which I was also involved in), home around 11 p.m., into the shower, dress in the clothes I planned to wear the next day, then to bed. That was when I didn’t have to do laundry or house cleaning or food shopping because my mother’d had something of a breakdown and was unable to get out of bed (I have since developed a lot more sympathy for that time in her life, but at the time, it really pissed me off). I lost weight and looked tired and got sick, too. Wasn’t on drugs, didn’t have time for a therapist. You’ll pull through. You seem like a smart kid–if you need help, you’ll get it.
And hey, you’ve got us to complain to, right?
I recommend booby-trapping your Diet Pepsi.
Speaking of my mother, this morning I had a dream that she was in my bedroom (patently improbable, as she hasn’t even seen the bell tower yet), waking me up. I whined at her, and she said she thought I was going to be late, because she’d heard my alarm going off for 45 minutes. At this point, I explained quite patiently that I do that on purpose, and my alarm is actually set for 45 minutes before I have to get out of bed, for maximum snooze potential.
Then the damn alarm actually did go off and I had to get up. So I’m irrationally mad at my mother this morning, when I haven’t even seen her in three months.