My family attends a UU church. A couple of years ago, we officially became a welcoming congregation. In short, that means we affirmatively welcome and celebrate the contribution of gays, lesbians, bisexuals, and transgendered people. I was not a huge fan of this for a couple of reasons. First, I do not generally favor extending a special welcome to any one group. Second, While I have nothing against folk whatever their sexual orientation, I wish to welcome people to my church based on their spiritual philosophy. So, for example, I readily welcome gay UUs to my church, but not necessarily all gays.
Suffice it to say I was in the extreme minority, and the resolution passed. Fine. I have no problem with that. Or so I thought.
Last Sunday, after services, folk were socializing over coffee. There was this one guy I’d never seen before. He was wearing a dress. No make-up, wig, or jewelry other than a bracelet. Just a big ugly guy wearing a dress. At first I thought, well, maybe that is cool in a radical way. Maybe he is wearing a kilt or something, refusing to be bound by custom, or something like that. But he simply appeared to be wearing a woman’s skirt and sweater, and sensible pumps.
Let me explain why it kind of bothered me. Please give me your thoughts and opinions.
I feel as though I would have “understood” it more if he had been in full drag. But simply wearing women’s clothes strikes me more as a “kink.” Somehow seems more volitional, than what I would expect as a gender identity issue. I have no problem with different people having different kinks, but I guess I think there are proper times and places for various types of self expression, and I question whether my church is the proper time and place.
I guess I could have talked to him and found out if he shared our UU values and beliefs. I hope so, because it would bother me if he simply came to our church because he felt comfortable exercising his kink there. And, I’m sorry, but I don’t know that it enhances my family’s religious practice/experience for me to have to wonder if my kids are going to ask, “Why was that man wearing a dress?”
I feel as tho I’m not expressing myself well, and this probably reads as pretty intolerant and judgmental. Actually, I’m basically trying to figure out how I feel about this. I’d appreciate hearing your opinions (humble or otherwise).