“I’ve participated in this shadowy process myself. Occasionally afterward I go to the public meeting at which the matter is nominally decided, or more often ratified (I live in Chicago, OK?), and I think: most of the people in this room have no clue.”
Could you give us more details on how and when you participated in the closed-door meetings that precede the open ratifications? Who let you into the room and why? Did they exact vows of secrecy or what? You are aware that sunlight is the best disinfectant; perhaps it’s time to disinfect yourself.