This really isn’t a debate, but it’s about religion and I figured I’d get a jump on the thread moving since religious threads seem to always end up in a heated debate.
My 15 year old daughter came home from school last week and asked if she could go to something called Friends with a classmate of hers. Friends turns out to be a bible study class. I give my permission. That Sunday she asked if she could go to church with her classmate. I ask her what denomination is this church (I jokingly asked if they were Quakers) to which my daughter answers “Catholic”. No, they are not Catholic, I explain. My daughter answers “Well, I know they are Christians.”
She goes to church and comes back to tell me church was fun. Now I know for sure she didn’t go to Catholic church if she thought it was “fun”.
Some family background: We are not a religious family. I was raised Catholic-- with some Caribbean mumbo-jumbo mixed in. My husband is Baptist. I am an atheist while my husband feels very, very uncomfortable with the the fact that I do not believe in God even though he hasn’t set foot in a church in over 30 years.
My daughter obviously doesn’t know what this church is about. Neither do I. She is going because her friend goes and the people are nice. When asked, she says that they don’t really talk about the bible much (she’s only been to bible study once and their church once). I am a bit concerned about what they are teaching her.
I do not want to discourage her in her curiosity about religion nor do I want to embarrass her by showing up and the bible study with her friends. I am a very real atheist. I do not believe in God or any of the other supernatural magic doings of most religions (If you spent any time with the Santeria religion, you’d understand why). The last few times I went to a church (my husband’s family’s Baptist church) all I got was angry. The minister preached about “sisters, stand by your black brothers” even if they are abusive or criminals or drug users that are ruining you and your children’s lives and then went on a tirade against the “sisters” who engaged in sin and had the nerve to show up in church pregnant and husbandless.
This Sunday my daughter is going to watch her high school basketball team play for the championship in Madison Square Garden (she still has her priorites straight!), but I plan to go with her the next time she goes to this church.
I’ve got some questions for you all:
How can my daughter find religion this way when she doesn’t know what this religion actually is? It seems to me that she’s not really finding God, she’s just hanging out with her friends.
How can I encourage my children to explore their own sprituality when I, myself, think that sprituality in the form of organized religion is nothing but a bunch of bunk, scare tactics and peer pressure used to make their adherents conform to whatever rules that particular religion endorses?
Why is religion so much harder for me to deal with than sex is, when it comes to my children?