you guys are really putting words into my mouth at this point. I never said that what happened didn’t happen, and I’m not constructing “elaborate theories”. I’m also not “spewing ignorance”! I’m non-confrontationally saying that I have my doubts! How is that at all threatening to ANYONE?? Can’t someone privately and non-offensively entertain ideas that you don’t agree with? Jesus christ, I’m a staunch athiest, but I allow people to question the idea of God at night, lying in bed, speculating about the nature of the world and confronting the evidence of the world that they may ordinarily dismiss and openly scoff at.
If anyone REALLY CARES (which I doubt, and I don’t know why I’m being harangued about it, except for the sake of being prodded and insulted by zealots who get some sort of enjoyment from intellectually berating the admittedly undecided), at the bottom of it, I really don’t trust that, if the Bush administration could send 4000 troops off to die for their agenda in Iraq, I don’t see how it’s so impossible that they would sacrifice however many more that died in the WTC in order to predicate a reason to go into the area to begin with. All the evidence that the government was warned about air attacks into NYC years before the attacks happened and yet still didn’t realize or respond to what happened until the planes actually hit. The fact that the guys who hijacked the planes were educated at US air bases. The fact that a plane could be flown into an important office building in washington and happen to hit the newly constructed area that isn’t yet fully staffed or operational. The lack of WMD evidence that almost suggests that Bush already planned to go into Iraq in response to the attacks no matter what the reality was. The statute that was changed for air defense just a few months before the attacks, and the fact that Rumsfeld was absent that very morning-- I don’t see how, if you’re the ONLY ONE who can authorize a defense initiative in the case of a national emergency, that there are mornings on which you simply CANNOT be reached. How does that happen? That doesn’t seem to make sense to me.
I’m not “concocting theories”, I don’t understand the “missile” argument, and I don’t know jack shit about demolition, OKAY, I’m just saying that I have my doubts! I’m not creating web pages or proselytizing, I know I’ll never know for sure, so I don’t know what the point is in going on about it, ESPECIALLY when I’m aware of how these suspicions appear in polite company. I don’t KNOW what happened but I HAVE MY DOUBTS. Why is that so hard to understand?? And I know by writing all this, that I’m just opening myself up to more attacks, but at this point, I don’t really care. This isn’t something that can be PROVED or DISPROVED. I’m not disputing FACTS. I’m disputing how the facts seam together. This isn’t a psychological defense mechanism, either, because I’m personally far-removed, emotionally, from the incident. I didn’t know anyone in NY, I didn’t know anyone who died, it’s all very third-person to me. This isn’t about “psychological comfort”, so don’t be condescending.
GodDAMN, I wish I’d never said anything. I feel like someone confused about God who is sick of hearing people preach at me why God doesn’t exist. I don’t care about debating anymore! It’s not because I’m afraid of being challenged, but because I don’t think there’s any way to really know and I’m tired of hearing the same things over and over that may be proof to you but afford me no more trust than I had before.
Other than that, I don’t really know what I can say, only that I don’t mean to “spew lies”, I’m not intentionally spreading anything that’s untrue, I admitted that I am unclear on many of the facts, and I’m seriously NOT interested enough in publicly perpetuating my confusion to the extent that I’m going to spend hours on the internet looking for some sort of confidence in the whole situation that I doubt any collection or manipulation of conflicting information from the media and the internet could possibly provide. I didn’t even want to get into this, I wanted to say that I was doubtful, and that’s all, and I feel like I was backed into a corner about it. If I’d wanted to debate it, I would have gone to another forum. And if I had known the can of worms that my post was going to open, I never would have written anything at all.